Ignorance is Bliss
Title: Ignorance is Bliss
Pairing: Minkey, OnTae, JongRina, (slite! Beast, Fx, and many more)
Rating: R (Cursing; etc)
Genre: AU, Romance, High School, Rape
Summary: ( Just put it out there I suck at summaries) Jonghyun, Key, Minho, Taemin, and Onew, after almost all there life have been in orphanage and out of the blue has now been adopted. They don't understand how or why they got here. Yet they now have a new family and a new home. 5 years have passed and they started to get use to their new life. But little do they know, they have no idea what they got themselves into.
Chapter 6B
I fall to the ground and touch my cheek. I rub it. That's going to burse. I felt someone pull down next to me.
"I said be nice!"
"Oh come on Amber! You and I both now he deserves it!" She glares at him. She takes the bottle out of my hand and puts it on my cheek, the cold burn a little.
"Satisfy?" she asked.
He calms down. "Very" he says.
She rolled her eyes. They left me up and sat me down again. I take the bottle and started chugging it down.
She pulls my hand from my mouth. "That’s enough”
I pull off and start drinking down again. He pulls the bottle out of my hands. "She said that's enough"
"Give it back!" I yell out.
"What’s up with you?" he asked "you think Key would ever want to see you this way?"
"Screw what he wants!" I yelled. He was about to punch me again. But she pulls him back.
"Don’t talk about Key like that!" he yells.
"Screw him, screw you, and screw all of you!" I yelled. She let's go of him.
"Minho what happened to you?" She asks. "I know Key would be disappointed if he saw you like this" she says calmly. She Kneels in front of me.
"It’s doesn't matter at how he sees me, he doesn't want me anymore." I say quietly. I felt my tears coming up. I close my eyes. God why do I have to be so stupid? How could I ever do this to him? I don't deserve him.
"Oh you have no idea" Dongwoon says quietly.
She was holding my hand. She looks up at Him. "We need to take him home."
"Not yet."
She gives him a confusing look.
"Where not done talking" he adds. He pulls up a chair and sits up in front of me. He's looking at me directly.
"And Key?" she asked.
He hands her his phone "text Jinwoon, ask him to take him home," he says without losing his eyes on me. She takes it and starts to look through. "So" He hands me the bottle. "Start talking."
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"What’s taking you guys long?"
-"we’re heading back now" she laughs.
"You said that like 3 times." I lay down on my bed.
-"this time we’re really coming back"' she laughs.
I bite my lip. Her laugh is amazing. I smiled. "You guys need to hurry up" I say.
-"oh please Jjong, just for that, we’re going to go slower"
I sit up. "I'm on speaker?"
-"sorry it's just for a minute" she says.
-"you don’t need to apologize to the Dino." says Taemin.
"Whatever" I rolled my eyes.
-"Halloween party tomorrow." I hear Onew yells.
"Ugh, do we have to go?" I asked.
-"yeah, well because Tae and Riri wanna go."
-"well if Jjong doesn't want go I don't have too"
Shit. "No I'll go its fine," great job Jonghyun.
-"you sure?" she asks.
"Yeah it's fine" I say.
-"we'll be there, see you in a few?"
"Yeah. Ok bye."
-"bye"
I hung up. Damn, now I know she’s disappointed.
I rub my temps a little. I go get my towel. I need a shower. I head to the bathroom. I turn on the water and got in. I let the shower water run down my head. I sign. I need Umma here. God I miss her. She always knows what to say at moment like this, which reminds me, that I didn’t even get to ask Victoria about the guy in the photo before she left. Damn.
"Hey." I peeked out. Onew was sitting on the toilet sit.
"Hey" I continued to wash up. "Has Umma ever talk about Rina's dad.?"
"No she hasn't now that you mention it" he says "why?"
"I don't know I found it kinda weird that's all."
He shrugs. I rinse off. “Hungry?"
"Na we ate at the mall, you?"
"Yeah, I'll ask Rina to make me a sandwich or something."
He smirked. "Yeah ok,"' he walks out and shuts the door behind him.
I open the curtains. I reach over to grab my towel.
The door opens. "Wait Rina, Jonghyun is-" she screams. I gasp and cover my dick with my hands.
She covers her eyes. "I didn't see anything!!" she yells and slams the door.
I felt my heart skipped a beat. Oh lord she almost saw it. She almost saw... I look down at my dick. I felt my face get hot. Ok Jonghyun calm down. She didn’t see anything.... I think? I breathed. I got out and wrap my towel around my waist. I walked out and headed straight to my room. I got dressed. And head straight to the kitchen. Rina was making something. I smirked. I carefully walked up behind her. I wrap my hands around her waist.
She flinches. "Ow, ah" I look at her finger. Crimson was running down.
"Shit" I grab both of her hands and made her drop the knife in the sink. I turn on the water. "Shit Rina I'm so sorry." I started washing her finger, wiping the blood off.
"It’s fine," she said.
"No it's not, I shouldn't have done that. I should have looked before I-"
"Jonghyun," she turns and faces me. "It’s fine. It's not a big deal, Look - she raises her finger- it's a small cut."
"I know but-"
"No butts,"
I sigh. “fine, but I'm really am sorry." I lean in a little closer. She leans back on the sink. She has her elbows hold her up.
"I know" she smiles. I move my hands to grip the sink edges. I smiled. She licks her lips and giggles. I love her giggles. She's just too adorable.
"What?" I ask with a smile.
She shakes her head. "Nothing"
"Yah! Dino let her breath!" Taemin goes to the refrigerator. He pulls out his banana milk.
I signed. "Why do you have to be such a cockblock?"
"You started this war." he yells out.
"Did not!"
"Umm yes you did!"
I walk up to his face. "How do you block something that's not there."'
His eyes widen. "Take that back!" He was about to jump on me but Onew pulled him back.
"Hey, come on, guys" he holds Taemin.
"Let me go! I wanna teach that canine what a real man is!"
"What you called me?!" I headed to walk up to him. Rina pulls me back.
She looks up at Onew. "Oppa..."
He nods. "Ok then" he lefts Taemin on his shoulder and walks away from us. I calmed down after a while. I sat down at the table.
"What were you doing anyway?" I asked her. She slides the plate to me, a sandwich. I smiled at her. She flinched as she holds her finger.
"Hurts?" I ask
"Just a little" she said. I got up and head to the bathroom. The shower was on. I looked through the cabinet and got a first band aid. I looked down at the floor. Onew and Taemin's cloths were all over the floor. I smirked. Pay backs a bitch right? I flushed the toilet and ran out the bathroom.
"JONGHYUN!!"
I laughed. How dare he call me a... Whatever he said. And he’s the one always cockblocking. I headed back to the table.
"What’s wrong?" she asked.
"Nothing" I giggled. She looked at me. "It’s nothing, I swear" I added. I grab a hold of her finger and put the band aid on. I started eating my sandwich. She yawned.
"Go to bed"
She shakes her head.
"You’re tired, go to bed"
She shakes her head and yawns again. I rolled my eyes. God such a suborn child.
I finished eating and I went to the kitchen and washed my plate. I went back to the dining room. She was lying down with her head on the table. I put her arms around my neck. I lift her up bridal style and headed to her room. She moves. I stop.
"No, your room" she mumbles.
I smiled and went back walking to my room. I gently placed her down on my bed. I went to my drawer and picked out a shirt and put it over my shoulder. I walked over and took off her shoes and her socks. She slowly sits up. She started to take of her shirt. I place the shirt on be lap and turn around. Well this is awkward. I mean I should be the one to take it off. Because she is tired. But that would be violating. But she did see me...
No Jonghyun! That’s just way out of line.
Calm down she's probably almost done. I hear her taking of her pants. I felt my cheeks burn. Relax Jonghyun, stop being such a perv. Control yourself. I slowly peeked if she finished. She was pulling off the covers. I walked over and got in with her. I pull the covers over us. She gets into her favorite place on my chest. She breathes and I feel her fall sleep. I slowly close my eyes and let my sleepiness take over.
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"What’s taking Dongwoon so long?"
"He just texted me, I guess I'm taking you home." says Jinwoon.
I shrugged. We said our good byes and we headed to Jinwoon's car.
"So Key how's Taemin" asked Nicole.
Great, how am I supposed to answer that? Oh I don't know because I haven't been home for two months. "Great" I said weakly.
"Aww I miss that little buggy." she said.
I rolled my eyes. Oh please. She doesn’t even know the half of it. He pulled up at the drive way.
"Here we are" he said. I got out. They call. "Hey key!" I looked back. "Don’t be so hard on him" says Jinwoon. Nicole smiles and gives me a wink. They drove off. I sign and headed inside quietly.
"Hello?" no one answered. I walked quietly to my room.
"Key?" I looked back Jonghyun was walking towers me. He hugs me. "I'm glad your back." I smiled. It's good to be back I wanted to say. But I know I couldn't. Not after what happened.
"Where... Where is he?" I asked.
"To be honest I don't know." he says quietly. I looked at him confusedly.
"What do you mean you don't know? You guys live with him"
"Key I don’t even see him anymore. The only time we do is the morning after that we don't see him till the next." he says.
What the hell? "How long this been going on?" I asked.
"Sense the night you left, I think"
"For the whole 2 months I was gone?!" I yelled. I rubbed my temples. How can they let this happen? They could have keep watch of him?
"Oppa..?"
We both turned towers her. She was rubbing the sleepy eyes. She had a huge shirt on, I assuming its Jonghyun.
"Riri I said I'll be right back." he says. He walks towers her.
"You took long, and it was getting cold." she says. "Hi Key oppa...”
"Hi hunny" I smiled.
I envy those too. But they need to hurry up and confess because I would be devastated if they didn’t. He looks back at me. I nod. And they head back to his room. I head to the bathroom to take a quick shower. I went to my room to get my pajamas. It's locked.
"What the-? Open up! Who's in here?" I yelled.
No answer.
I put my ear in the door. "Ah- Jinki, yes right there-"
I pulled back. Who the hell is in here? And better yet- WHY ARE THEY IN MY ROOM? "YAH! WHO THE HELL IS IN HERE? OPEN UP NOW!!!!" I yelled.
The door opens and Taemin throws a few cloths at me and slams the door.
"LEE TAEMIN I WILL END YOU! AND YOU BETTER CHANGE THE SHEETS!!" I banged. I picked up the cloths and headed to the bathroom. I took a quick shower and got dressed. I headed to the living room. I turn the TV and put the volume on mute.
"Hey you can sleep in Riri's room. If you want" says Jonghyun. He makes his way over to me.
I shake my head "I wanna wait for him" I say. He shrugs and walks back into his room. I yawn. I felt my eyes get sleepy. I slowly felt my eyes fall into a sleep.
*******
Slam!
I jolt up by the slam. I started to rub the sleepiness out of my eyes. I here footsteps walking. I followed.
"Minho?" they stopped and walked back. He tumbled over to me.
"Key?" He rushes over and hugs me. The smell of alcohol wipes up in my face.
“Mi-nho..?" he holds me tight. I tried to push him off but he wouldn't let go. "Minho you’re crushing me".
He squeezes me tighter. I felt my chest tighten. He looks at me. He slams his lips on mine. I felt him push me more to the wall. I started punching his chest. But it didn’t do any damage. I try to push him off. But he's too strong. "Minho, get - pushes him- off" he slams at the ground. I wipe my mouth. I looked down at him. He doesn't get up. He just sits there looking down at the floor. I sit down by him.
"Minho?"
He doesn't say a word. He bolts up and runs to the bathroom. He vomits. He vomits hard and so much. I hold his head so that he doesn't miss. When he finishes he sits there. I turn on the shower. "Take a shower, I'll be back to get your clothes."
He nods.
I head out and make it to his room. I grab his towel, a shirt and some sweats. I head back. I opened the door slowly. "I have your stuff, there in top on the toilet." he doesn't say a word. I slowly close the door. I lay on the wall and I let my body slide down to the ground. I sigh.
What's gotten to him? Minho has never been a drinker, better yet not a heavy drinker.
I hear the shower turn off. I knocked. "You ok?" he opens the door. He had his sweats on but he didn't put on his shirt. He was gurgled and spits out. I looked at him. His face was pretty beat up. His nose was bruise and his lip was cut. I sat him down on the toilet. I opened cabinet. I pulled out an ointment. I carefully put some on my finger. I gently put it on his nose. He flinches, but tries hard not to move. I lean in close and blow. I didn't want him to be in anymore pain as it is. We walked back to his room. I pull the covers off. I help him slowly get in. I pull the covers up his shoulder. I was about to make my way out. I felt something pull me back.
I look over him. He looks so broken. Out of my years with this guy not once have I seen this look on him, and for the first time in my life I have never felt so much of heart ache. He pulls me slowly. I get in bed with him. He was facing the door. I was looking at his back. I see his back shaking. He hiccupped. "Minho?"
He doesn't turn around.
"....sor-ry..."
I wrap my hands around his neck. I felt his tear drops fall on my arms.
"Key... I-I'm so-o so-rr-y"
I hold him tighter. He turns around. He hugs my ribs and buries his face in my chest. He continued to cry.
"Key I'm sorry, I'm sorry, so- so sorry." he repeats.
I felt my tears coming up. I wanted to say that's its fine. I wanted to say everything was going to be alright. But the words wouldn't come out. How can I? How can i act as if nothing happen? I bit my lip. I don't wanna cry. But His guilt is killing me. I don't wanna see him this way. I love him. I don't want him to suffer so much out of this. His cries slowly turn to slow breathing. He continues to lay there in my chest, my hands around his neck, holding him. I felt my sleepiness returning to me. I slowly closed my eyes. This ignites feeling ceased within me as I slowly dream off into dream land.
A/N: yess im right on time!!! lol so yess, Im really am trying to keep up, i have been busy with so much in school
i know this isnt really part of this but because of my insecurities i wanna know if you guys think i should do the talent show at my school?
i wanna sing, I love too want to sing. but i'm still having second thoughts :l
comments are always welcome! :3
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