Ignorance is Bliss
Title: Ignorance is Bliss
Pairing: Minkey, OnTae, JongRina, (slite! Beast, Fx, and many more)
Rating: R (Cursing; etc)
Genre: AU, Romance, High School, Rape
Summary: ( Just put it out there I suck at summaries) Jonghyun, Key, Minho, Taemin, and Onew, after almost all there life have been in orphanage and out of the blue has now been adopted. They don't understand how or why they got here. Yet they now have a new family and a new home. 5 years have passed and they started to get use to their new life. But little do they know, they have no idea what they got themselves into.
Chapter 25
The ring of my alarm goes off, but I’m already awake by then. I hit the snooze on my phone and bring my knees close to my chest. My head falls on them as my arms wrap around my legs.
What have I done?
No, I tell myself.
I know why I did this, only me.
Jonghyun has done enough, now it’s my turn.
“Rina” she knocks and opens the door. “You up?” Nicole comes in anyway and takes a look for herself. She comes in and closes the door behind her. She comes close to the bed and sits down by my feet. “How you feeling?”
“It hurts.” I whisper to her.
“I know hunny, but you did the right thing”
I look up at her; I can already feel the tears coming up in my eyes. “I know”
We both get up from our position from the bed and head towards the bathroom. She turns on the water and exits out the bathroom, leaving me alone in it. I take off my clothes and enter in.
I let the water crash down on my head and it washes away over me. I want it to so much wash away all this hurt and misery out of me, but it’ll only cause more of it. I let out a sigh and started washing myself.
After I finally got out and stop to stare at myself in the mirror. I hang on to the towel that I’m holding against my chest, but still hanging low to show my bare back. I turn around slowly and glance at the mark still on the flesh. It away with the pain and the regret, but the scare is still there to prove it.
“Rina?” Nicole knocks. “Food’s ready”
“Ok” I half whisper.
I let out another sigh and finally made my way out of the bathroom and into Nicole’s room.
I got dressed and headed towards my phone as it rang.
I open it up.
-0926
Tell your friend to open the door.
I let out another sigh and head down stairs towards the door. I open it and watch the smile on his face grow wide. “Thanks” he steps inside and closes the door behind him. I walk back at the table where Nicole was seated with the rest of the food waiting.
He looks over at her. “Nicole” he nods with a smile.
“Taecyeon” she half glares.
I sat down with him seating right beside me and we start to eat.
We ate in silence, well they mostly ate, I just kept pushing my food back and forth. I’m not in the mood to eat, and neither is my heart or stomach.
Nicole picks up our plates and brings them into the sink. I head back up stairs and went to get the rest of my stuff. I went back down stairs and started putting on my jacket.
“Let me help you with that” he makes a moves to help me with my jacket but I lightly push him away.
“No, it’s ok” I half whisper to him.
“Nic I’m leaving” I finally say when we’re by the door.
She comes over and hugs me goodbye. “Kay, I’ll see you later” I nod one last time and headed out the door with him.
We head towards his car and I felt him trying to hold my hand.
NO!
I pull it out quickly and looked up at him. he was looking at me with his brow raised. “I thought you’re over it”
I look away from him. “I am, it’s just- just-“
He raises his hand on my shoulder and the other under my chin making me look up at him, this time clearly. “It’s fine, I get it, it’s too early”
I look back down at my hands. “Yeah…”
We walk the rest of the way to his car and start it as we entered inside. We drove off into the silence and head our way to school.
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I open the door to my locker and throw in my books. Before I could even close it, I felt his arms around my waist. “Hey” he says on my skin.
I look over to his face and kiss his cheek. “Hey”
I close my locker and he picks up my bag from my hands and carries it. He takes his other hand and laces it together with mine.
We walk towards to cafeteria and head towards the table, where everyone as waiting. Taemin, Yoseob were having their conversations, while Kikwang and Dongwoon were eating. Jun gets to the table the same time we do with Hyunseung along with him. We place down our trays and sat down.
Everyone was quiet as we ate. The only noise that was heard was the scratching of he forks and knifes on the table and the pushing and pulling of untouched food.
The noise of a door opening and bunch of guys laughing gets our attention. We turn our heads and look back at them.
Taecyeon and the rest of his boys walk pass us. Rina was all by his side, they didn’t touch but by how close they were it looked as if at some time their skin hit each other by a bit. She looked so sad and forced as she let out a small smile when he got down, whispering something in her ear. She shakes her head and continues to look down at her hands again, which were holding on to each other. I watched as Chansung blows a kiss and sends a wink towards Taemin’s way. The look on his face said more than just being sick. His arm around Yoseob tightens and looks away from him. I look over at Suzy as she hangs a bit back then the rest. The look on her face looked almost sad and broken, as if something went wrong. They walk pass our table and head on to theirs.
I try to catch eyes with Rina while she sits down next to Taecyeon, but she looks everywhere else but our table.
I was about to get up to at least walk over, but something else caught mine and everyone’s attention.
Jonghyun slams the door open in rage. He walks through as they close behind him and looks around the cafeteria. His face was so raging and so frustrated. It almost looked as if smoke was going to come out of his ears.
He glares around and finally looks what he was looking for. He runs over towards Taecyeon’s table and tackles him straight into the wall.
“YOU ASSHOLE!” He yells at him.
He holds up Taecyeon by his collar and screams more into his face. “WE HAD A DEAL TAECYEON, A FUCK-ING DEAL!” He was about to swing at him but then his boys start to pull him a part.
Minho and Jun got up to help them pull Jonghyun off, because by the look of it, the boys were having a hard time.
“YOU SAID AS LONG AS IF I DID EVERYTHING YOU FUCKING SAID, NO ONE ELSE WAS GOING TO GET INVOLVE, THAT SHE! -he points straight at Rina- WASN’T GOING TO GET INVOLVE!”
Rina tries to speak. “Jong-“
He pulls the rest of his boys off and heads straight for Taecyeon again but Minho and Jun got a full grip on him. “NO, LET ME GO!” He struggles. “LET ME GO!”
“Minho get him out of here!” I yelled.
He and Jun drag a fighting Jonghyun out the cafeteria and towards the door that head outside. “NO, I’M NOT DONE WITH HIM, NO! LET ME GO! LET-ME-GO!!”
I start picking up mine and Minho’s things and Hyunseung starts to get Jun’s. I look over at Taemin. “You coming or you want me to tell Onew to pick you up?”
He shakes his head. “I’ll text Onew”
I nod at him. “Ok, just text… if anything…”
I got up and gave a last look at towards Taecyeon’s table. I try to look for Rina’s face, but hers and Taecyeon’s were nowhere to be found.
I let out sigh and head towards the doors.
God fucking, damnmit.
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I run faster away from them even after they pulled him away.
“Rina!”
I don’t look back to see who’s behind or even chasing me, all I do is run faster.
My tears were running so fast down my face. My sobs kept coming out hard and fast as I ket trying to run.
I crash into the wall as my legs finally gave up and my sobs were yelling out. I let myself slide down on my knees as my fists continue to bang on the wall.
“Rina” he says catching his breathe.
“ARE YOU H-APP-Y! A-ARE YOU F-FU-CKING H-HAPPY!” I yell at him.
He gets down on his knees and brings me close to his chest.
“NO! L-LET ME-E G-GO!” I punch his chest but he still doesn’t let go. “L-ET ME GO!” I cry out.
His hand land on my head and brings me closer to him.
I finally stop fighting and cry out in the open.
“JONGHYUN!” I cry out. “I’m so s-orry, i-‘m so-so so-orry, Jong-hyu-n I’m s-o s-or-ry…” I grip on his shirt hard and he holds me close as my screams echoed throughout the halls.
-42 HOURS EARLIER-
I walked through the halls and headed my way to lunch.
Everything feels so dead.
I feel so dead.
I decided to do this, but yet.
Why does it hurt so much?
I wanted to leave him.
He hurt me.
He lied to me.
He kept everything from me.
About Suzy.
About Taemin.
About my mother.
Everything.
But it hurts so much.
I bring my hand up to my chest, where my heart was beating, here hurts so much. I was heading inside the cafeteria, when a curtain voice caught my attention.
"So tell me, how all this is going to go down"
He takes a breath. "Well we already have Jonghyun what else more than we need."
I move quickly closer to the group that was hiding in one of the empty classrooms. I moved closer to the door to see Taecyeon and the rest of his guys talking, including Chansung.
"And plus the video of Taeminnie in action"
Taecyeon, who was sitting in the chair in the middle while everyone else, was around him. He turns to him. "Which I still don't understand why"
Chansung laughs. "Well it could have been less painful if he didn't struggle so much" The rest of the guys agree and high five him with a laugh.
I let out a sick face. ‘This is sickening'
“We need someone else now? You know, to spice it up a bit” someone offers.
"What about that other one, Key that was his name" one of them says.
"Na, he's too feisty, and Minho would kill us." Someone else says.
"No, but someone has been catching my eye lately" Chansung says with a grin.
"Who?"
Chansung grins. "That little friend of his, Yoseob"
My eyes went wide. 'Oh no'
"Yeah, he does seem mouthwatering when you really look at him” someone else says.
“I hope he tastes just as good as Taeminnie”
“or if not…” Chansung hopes off the table his was on, and brings the rest of his boys in together with him. He gives them a grin and each one of theirs starts to show. “Better” they all burst into laughter.
“No!”
Shit. I cover my mouth.
“Who’s there?”
Before I could even try to leave, someone pulls me out of my hiding place and into the place up ahead, where everyone can have a look see.
“Well Hel-lo there little Rina” Chansung says with a smile. “It’s good to see you again? How’s Taemin? If you see him, tell him to give me a call, I know a few guys that miss him”
“You’re sick” I spat at him.
“And you could be next” he smiles wide.
And there’s goes my appetite.
“Cool it” Taecyeon glares at his friend. He walks up to me. “So what can I help you with?”
“Why are you doing this?!” I yell at him.
“I have my reasons” he says crossing his arms.
I shove my arm out of his gasp. “Who else are you going to involve now? You already h-hurt Taemin! Now Yoseob? Just what are you getting at?!”
“You”
I looked at him dumbfounded. “What?”
“This is all for you” he says calmly.
“W-why?! W-what does all this has to do with me?!”
He really looks at me. “You really don’t remember Rina?”
“Remember what?!” I poke hardy on my temples.
He lets out a sigh. “Anyway, as long as Jonghyun fills the deal everything is just going to go as plan”
“For how long are you going to keep this up?! You both graduate this year, what’s more that’s going to be left?”
He lets out a laugh. “Oh? You think this is just going to end because we graduate? Oh you have it wrong little Rina” he gets in my face and give me a smile. He comes in close and whispers in my ear. “You see this is going to go on forever, until Jonghyunie finally does give you up”
My heart sinks. “W-why?...”I sighed. My tears start to run up in my eyes. “W-why would you do this?”
He smiles as he brings my chin up to look at him. “I told you. Just. For. You.”
No.
“And from what I heard, you already left him. So everything is just now, falling into place”
No. Jongie.
“Thanks Rina.” He smiles wide at me. “You really help a lot”
What have I done?
My tears were falling down on my face. I drop to my knees as more and more kept rolling down my face. What have I done? Jongie….
I let my head fall into my hands as my cries finally come out.
No. No Jonghyun. I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry.
They were about to leave but I grab on to Taecyeon before he could walk out the door. “Wait!” I cried. “Wait! Please, just….”
“Just what?”
“Just take me instead! You-you said this is all for me right? S-so just take me instead!”
Taecyeon really takes a second to think about it.
“Please. Just don’t hurt Jonghyun anymore, or anyone else, just please…” I begged.
He got down on one knee and gives me a smile. “Fine, but on one condition.”
I nodded in hope.
He brushes his finger down my cheek, and I wince at the touch. “Come to prom with me”
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