Ignorance is Bliss

May 30, 2012 20:39


Title: Ignorance is Bliss
Pairing: Minkey, OnTae, JongRina, (slite! Beast, Fx, and many more)
Rating: R (Cursing; etc)
Genre: AU, Romance, High School, Rape
Summary:  ( Just put it out there I suck at summaries) Jonghyun, Key, Minho, Taemin, and Onew, after almost all there life have been in orphanage and out of the blue has now been adopted. They don't understand how or why they got here. Yet they now have a new family and a new home. 5 years have passed and they started to get use to their new life. But little do they know, they have no idea what they got themselves into.



Chapter 18

Beep Beep Beep

I hear the alarm but I don’t wanna open my eyes.

Beep Beep Beep

I move up closer to him and bring him closer to me on my chest. Even though I can't see, I can still feel his strands of hair on my chest.

Beep Beep Beep

I felt him sign to then try to move out of my grip, but I pull him back tighter

Beep Beep Beep

"Minho we have to get up" he mumbles on my skin.

"No" I told him. I still had my eyes close, trying to hold on to my sleepiness.

"But could you at least turn off that fucking alarm. It's too damn annoying" he growled.

I turn over on my back. My hand lies out on the side of the bed. Not even reaching it. "Ugh, I'm too lazy" I whine.

Beep Beep Beep

"Ugh fine, I'll do it" he turns over and sits on my waist; both legs on each side of my hips. He hits the buzzer and it finally shuts off.

I can still feel his weight on my pelvis and suddenly I felt the side of my head is, lean down.

"Minho?"

I don't answer him. I really kept focusing on my sleep.

I felt his lips on mine. I kiss back knowingly but I don't make any moves after.

His tongue licks my upper lip. "Minho, time to wake up" he says on them.

"Mmm"

He starts to roll his hips on me. I can feel his touch grinding on my dick.

I finally open my eyes to see him. His face so close to mine. "Fuck Key-" I licked my lips trying to taste what's left of him on it.

He kisses down my neck and licks it back up. He rocks slower and harder on me. His hands move up and down my body. His fingers softy brushes up and down my skin. He gets down and circles them on my abs. I sit up a bit with my elbows and try to grind back without ruining his poser. But he pushes me right back down, and goes back into kissing my lips.

"You awake yet?" he says in between them.

I try to respond but I felt had hands creep lower touching the front of my boxers, inches away from wanting to go under.

"Mmm"

“Well, are you?” I felt him pull it back a bit, seconds away from pulling them off.

I smiled on his lips. “Definitely”

He snaps them against my skin. "Good" he crawls off me and heads to get his towel. I glared at him as he walks away.

"Fucking tease" I mumbled.

He turns back and sends me a wink and keeps walking to the bathroom.

I wipe the covers off me and swing my feet to the ground. I grab my towel and enter the bathroom.

I hear the shower already on and Key inside taking it.

I slowly walked in and closed the door behind me. I can watch him move and scrub all over his sides and himself through the curtain.

Damn he looks so good, even when he's just bathing. And I still want a little more from the show he was giving me not so long ago. I licked my lips. It’s like I can already taste him in my mouth.

I dropped my towel by his and dropped my boxers. I push the side slowly. "Room for one more?" I asked.

His bubbly hands reach my face as his lips land on mine. The next thing I know, he’s pulling me in the shower with him.

*******************

"Dammit I knew we shouldn't have that second round in the shower"

I look at him with the towel still on my head.  "Are you regretting it?" I asked.

He tries to dry his hair so roughly and quickly as possible. "No, but now I have to rush to make breakfast"

I let mine fall on my neck and walked up to him to help. "Baby you know Onew is making it right? What’s the rush?" I damp the towel thoroughly in his hair, getting every spot and side.

"Yeah I know, that's why I have to hurry" he pulls it off and goes straight back into the bathroom.

I followed him as he starts to pull out some sprays and fix up his hair. I walked up behind him wrap my arms around his waist. "Baby come on, it can't be that bad"

He stopped and looked at me. "Oh really?" he scoffed.

He finishes quick and kisses my lips. .

"Mmm" he says.

I hold his waist in my hands, mmm is differently right.

"Breakfast is ready!" we hear.

"Too bad I’m already having mine" I mumbled. I kiss back gently on his as his tongue passes by my mouth. 
He enters my mouth and passes by all around quickly, only leaving me with a taste.

He pulls back and laces his fingers in mine. "You heard him" his look staring at me gives me a cold shiver down my back, and I could have sworn that I felt my cock just twitch. But I try to act like it blew by me anyway.

He pulls me back down the stairs and we head towards the dining room.

I watch as Onew sets down a plate of pancakes and with Taemin with some sides in his hands.

"Is Rina almost done, I don't wanna start eating without her" says Taemin.

"Wait, you guys didn't wake her?" asked Key.

Onew raised his brow. "No, we thought you guys did"

We stare at each other for after a good minute has past.

You got to be kiddi-

"I'll go see her" says Taemin.

"No" Key stops him. "I'll go, you just... Just start eating"

Onew and I looked at each other.

He signs. "Fine, but- just hurry up" he sits down quietly and begins to eat without a single word.

I stared at him with my eyes wide.

Did they- did they just- just got... Along?

Key signs and starts to head back upstairs. Onew gives me a look.

What the fuck just happened? It said.

I shrugged and gave him one back.  I have no fucking clue!

I followed Key right back upstairs and we headed towards Jonghyun's room. I pulled him back and got his attention.

"Is everything ok?" I asked.

He nods. "Yeah great why?"

"Baby don't take this the wrong way but, you’re usually a bitch to Taemin"

"I know"

“And honestly, you don't like him."

"I know"

"Then why are you nice to him?"

He shrugs. "No fucking clue"

We continued walking and finally reached his door. He stops.

"Baby, I can get her myself you know"

I raised my brow. "I can't see my baby sister?"

"Yes but-"

"Key, I'm seeing her" I said seriously.

He signs. "Fine"

I opened the door slowly. "Dolly you awak-"

I look up to see her already awake, wrapped around with the covers around her chest, her hair all over the place on her shoulders. She holds on to her chest as she was reads something in her hands. I couldn’t tell what it was, because something else caught my eyes. The blemish purple and red bite, which was already thrusting, on her white pale back.

"Rina" Key's eyes were wide.

She clenches the note tight in her hand. I watch her but I felt her eyes on me as Key helped her up and walks her out of the room. I kept my eyes looking at where she sat.

Why? Why would someone do this? Why hasn’t she-? Why hasn’t she told anyone? To me? To anyone?!

So many things are now flowing through my mind.

Why did I let this happen? Who- who did this?

“Everything’s fine”

“We heard screaming, and-“

“Everything’s fine”

I watched as Key glares at her.

“Where’s Jonghyun? Is he-“

“Yeah, he’s - she looks back at him and then back at us- fine”

I try to look a bit over her, but the only thing I see is Jonghyun with his head in his hands. I look back down at her. “Rina we-“

“Guys, I’m fine, I’m- I’m - Just go to bed, everything’s fine, ok?”

But everything wasn’t ok, wasn’t it?

My hands ball up into fists as my anger starts to rise. They’re shaking from my frustration.

But who? Who would have-?

“Yeah, he’s - she looks at him and then back at us- fine”

That didn’t look fine. We both knew he was far from fine.

He was the only person there; the only person who is possible of getting even that close to her.

No

The only person was able to touch her like that.

No

The only person who was there with her.

No, he wouldn’t.

The only one.

Jonghyun.

~~~~~~~~~~

The drive been fine, but no one had said a word. Minho’s grip on the stearin wheel hasn’t weakened since he started driving. His knuckles were whiter then snow. I watched as he keeps his eyes looking forward.

I wanna calm him down, but I’m honestly I’m too afraid too.

I know he saw the mark on Rina’s back and he’s far from happy about it. And knowing Minho, he’s just seconds away from just losing it.

I look back behind me through the mirror; Taemin was blasting his headphones while keeping his eyes locked outside the window. Rina had her eyes staring down at her phone. By the look in her eyes, they seem like they wanted to cry. She looks so broken and down. It’s like she completely turned herself off.

What happened between her and Jonghyun? And what’s with the letter too? She wouldn’t even let it go when I helped her this morning, we end up fighting around for it, but in the end I just gave up.

She kept typing in her phone. I could hear how hard they hit, but by the looks of it, she wasn’t getting any replies.

Minho pulls up at the drive way and parks out front. Taemin and Rina get out first and make it inside. I looked over at Minho, he's trying so hard to keep his cool, trying really hard to not let it show, but I can easily see that it's not working.

We get out of the car and head inside, a little after.

We walk through the halls and towards our normal class room.  We sat down and got ready for our day to begin.

**************

As the last bell rang, I walked out and headed towards my locker.

He follows behind but he still hasn't said a word all day. And it's really beginning to getting to me.

"Baby?" I pop opened my locker.

He looks at me.

"You ok?"

He signs and brings his had in mine. He laces our fingers together.

By the looks of his disappointment, guess not.

I close my locker and walked downstairs. We head towards the cafeteria. We walked slowly towards our table, where Woonie and Kiki were waiting.

I watch as his head snaps up and tried looking around. I try to look over to where he's looking, but I couldn't see.

He finally finds what he’s looking for and drags me with him towards. It was Junhyung's table.

"Hey Minho what's u-"

He steps in front of the table. "Have you seen Jonghyun?"

He raised his brow. "No? I haven't seen him sense we were looking for Taemin."

My eyes widen, shit this isn't good.

Minho's hand tightens in mine.

"So he hasn't been with you?" he half yells.

He shakes his head. "Nope"

Minho's nose kept flaring. He was gonna lose it.

I got in front and made his face look in mine. "Minho, Minho calm down, you need to calm down-" I told him.

He holds on to my waist, with his fist balling in them. I kept trying to keep his face in mine, but his eyes kept trying to wander off.

"Rina... Where's Rina"

"We’ll find her, but you first need to calm down, you’re not thinking straight." I sat him down at the nearest table. I hold him back and try to make his breathing back to normal.

After sitting there, he blots up and runs out into the hallway, I felt the no choice but to run after him.

~~~~~~~~~~

"So do you mind telling me, why we are eating in the classroom?" asked Yosoeb.

I looked over at Rina; she kept her head looking down at her hands.

It was her idea to eat up here. She said she wanted to be alone, but knowing Yosoeb, he doesn't like eating alone, well since I wasn't talking.

"Rina?" he asked.

She finally looks up and gives him a light smile. "Just wanted some silence that's all."

We ate our lunches in silence, (As Rina nearly touched hers). She kept her focus down at her hands.

I looked over to a note that she was constantly staring at.

"Rina?"

She looks up.

"You ok you barely ate anything?" asked Yosoeb.

She forces a small smile. "I'm fine"

"Is Jonghyun hanging out with us?" I asked.

Her smile drops, I watch as she swallows, hard. "No" she barely whispers.

Something’s wrong.

We got up and threw away our trash and made it out to the hall way. We walked and made a turn to a horrible sight.

He walks her to class and she enters. She turns around to kiss his cheek but he clearly doges it. She enters the class anyway and he walks away from the seen. I watch as Rina runs after him.

“Jonghyun!” she yells.

He turns around to look at her, his eyes were in shock.

Yosoeb and I run after her as she finally caught up to him. He grabs a hold of her and pulls her to the side. He looks at me. “What are you doing here; you guys have to get away.”

“Jongie please, talk to me”

He signs. “You guys have to get away before anyone sees you.”

She pulls his face to look at her. “Jjong…”

Even with his face towards her, he keeps his eyes looking away. “Tae, please take her-“

“What were you doing with Suzy” I demanded. Please don’t tell me…

He swallows. “Tae please, take her.”

“Jonghyun you don’t have to do this”

He looks at me.

“Don’t do this, please; don’t let them win”

His eyes dropped. “I have no other choice”

“Yes you do, don’t worry about what might happen.”

“You don’t kno-“

“Yes, I do”

Rina looks in between us and then back at Jonghyun. “Jonghyun please, what is going on?”

He looks around and makes sure there was no one around. He grabs both of her hands and kisses each one. He reaches up and kisses her lips slowly and carefully. He pulls back and keeps his forehead on hers. “Just remember that I love you, no matter what happens, I’ll always love you. “He kisses her again.

She wraps her arms around his neck and kisses right back. “I love you Jonghyun”

He breathes into her kiss. “I love you too Rina.”

He pulls away and holds my hand in hers. “Now go, before someone sees you with me” he pushes me a bit and my feet start to walk away. He kisses her hand one last time and I watch as they slowly separate as we walked away from him.

**************************

We finally get back home after the silence drive in Minho’s car. Rina heads straight up to Jonghyun’s room and knowing her she isn’t going to come out anytime soon. Onew was at the table doing some work. I walked up to him and kiss his cheek. He sits up and makes some space as I crawled up into his lap. I rest my head on his chest and hold on tight to his shirt.

“How was school?”

I groan into his shirt.

“Ok, how are you feeling?”

I groan again.

He signs. “Tae”

“I’m sorry, it’s just… this is too much.”

“I know, but we just have to bear though it a little longer.”

“Till when?”

“Just till we go and see her” he whispers.

I rest closer to him and felt my eyes come to a close.

“Long day?”

I hummed in agreement.

“Want me to put you to bed?”

I shake my head. “I wanna stay here”

I felt his fingers run through my hair, and then back on my cheek. “Ok”

For some reason the thought of Jonghyun came to mind. For him doing this to Rina, I don’t understand. He loves Rina more than anything in the world. And yet he’s doing this not to hurt me, and the others don’t even know about it, other than me. And to add on Umma has cancer. Just the thought of it, took away my sleepiness. I laid there awake in Onew’s arms.

“What’s wrong?”

I signed. I looked up to him as his hands rests on my cheek. “I think Jonghyun and Rina broke up”

He raised a brow. “What makes you say that?”

I don’t answer him and look back down at his chest. I hold him closer to me. I wanted so much just to cry and break down, but for some reason my mind wasn’t letting me.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

(Third Person)

Minho waits by the porch with his hands in pockets. He has them shoved in so deep trying to protect them from the cold. He watches every car and person that passes right by him, but neither of them were the one he was looking for.

He hears the door closes behind him, and feels a pair of hands wrapped around his neck.

“Come inside” he whispers in his ear.

Minho shakes his head. “Not yet”

Key signs and unwraps his arms and close them around himself for protection, because the sweater around him wasn’t really doing much since he was still cold. He sits by him on steps and rests his head on his shoulder.

Minho looks down on the sleepy figure next to him. “You should go back inside”

Key shakes his head. “It’s cold”

“It’s colder out here”

“It’s colder without you next to me”

Minho signs as he lets the coldness swipe away his guilt. He stands up, along with his lover and heads back inside with him on his side. He feels the sleepiness in his lover’s eyes as they head back upstairs.

He gives him a kiss on his forehead; only to pull back quickly as something caught his attention.  He glares towards the kitchen as his footstep lands on the first stair. He looks at the dish in the sink that he swore wasn’t there when he first got down stairs.

Was that there?  He thought.

He shrugs it off, but still keeps a close eye as the back door shuts to a close, slowly.

A/N: Happy posting :) comments are always welcome <3



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author: j, rating: r, pairing:onew/taemin, paring:jonghyun/rina, pairing: minho/key

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