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the virgin mary blew up my macbook.
perth is boringgggg as fuck.
luckily he's okay and didn't have fucking meningochocal like he could have.
I'm in such a fucked up place with my artwork I don't know where to start.
my disbelief in my ability is making me draw worse and its a vicious fucking cycle.
i'm not ready to move back to london.
it's going to be good to have someone on my side..hopefully.
i wont even have my sister, it sucks.
isn't it sad how love is only interesting and exciting and butteflies at the beginning, when you're not sure whether they have feelings for you.. I'm not even sure if i believe in (for lack of a better word;) 'romantic' love anymore.
finalllllly i can play karma police, mad world and annoying godawful coldplay songs. Hopefully by the time I graduate i'll be able to play the keyboard properly.
what the fuck elseeeeeeeeeee, no one reads this shit, but I don't really mind.
i turn 21 in a couple of months and i dont know what to do. I think im just going to scrap my 21st and have a really big 22nd birthday, but i have no idea.
why do i love sleep so much yet i have so much difficulty falling asleep til like 3 or 4 am.. i just don't know. i think the moonlight makes me hyperactive.
i dunno where i want to be. for once i dont know where im going. i hope third year opens my eyes and rescues me from the crushing that was 2nd year. when can i move to japan.. all i hope is that i can get a steady fucking job somehow.
also if the world explodes from that big bang thing tomorrow none of this will matter.. hooray!
perth is boringgggg as fuck.
luckily he's okay and didn't have fucking meningochocal like he could have.
I'm in such a fucked up place with my artwork I don't know where to start.
my disbelief in my ability is making me draw worse and its a vicious fucking cycle.
i'm not ready to move back to london.
it's going to be good to have someone on my side..hopefully.
i wont even have my sister, it sucks.
isn't it sad how love is only interesting and exciting and butteflies at the beginning, when you're not sure whether they have feelings for you.. I'm not even sure if i believe in (for lack of a better word;) 'romantic' love anymore.
finalllllly i can play karma police, mad world and annoying godawful coldplay songs. Hopefully by the time I graduate i'll be able to play the keyboard properly.
what the fuck elseeeeeeeeeee, no one reads this shit, but I don't really mind.
i turn 21 in a couple of months and i dont know what to do. I think im just going to scrap my 21st and have a really big 22nd birthday, but i have no idea.
why do i love sleep so much yet i have so much difficulty falling asleep til like 3 or 4 am.. i just don't know. i think the moonlight makes me hyperactive.
i dunno where i want to be. for once i dont know where im going. i hope third year opens my eyes and rescues me from the crushing that was 2nd year. when can i move to japan.. all i hope is that i can get a steady fucking job somehow.
also if the world explodes from that big bang thing tomorrow none of this will matter.. hooray!