expressionless~
im that teacher that you have that speaks so monotone that you cant help but fall asleep~
when it comes to my health and doctor visits at least..ive gotten so sick of it..sick that they dont know what's wrong with me...and just assume that its in my head..and just send me away saying we'll see how this goes..yet they dont think about me being in pain..everyday..they just care about my toes..something i could care LESS about~ whatever...im done with this..until i return from spring break..im just slowly getting used to the pain..and endure it till decreases
as for school..im really could careless..i think my motivation just went from struggling to ive given up~ i should really shape up tho..ill start tomorrow..i swear..i always have the intention to do work..but i just never find the motivation to put those thoughts into actions~
where's my penguin? =(
btw: csi: ny rocks & grey's antatomy~
i have a pharamacy in my room~
im so over this weather..but i guess its good cuz i'd wanna wear flip flops in the heat..and my toes..are no ready for public yet.. =/
mango's are yummy
the future has always got me thinking: whether im gonna come back next semester or stay in vegas..ive gotta take action soon if im going back home like as about what i needa do and what i can do..and ive got a lot to do if i stay..like apply for graduation..find another lab to work in next semester..and further plan my future for after graduation..so...its kinda stressful...i never even knew until i wrote it out..haha...i always knew it was gonna be tough..but yeah..wow..and the one thing that is the determinate of what im gonna do is..my health..which is something u cant rush...you can only see in time...so sigh..this sucks..
its cold...do your toes turn purple when they are cold? cuz mine do..its seems like normal ppl's toes turn white.. blah~ my body hurt today...blah
for my 21st birthday..i wish that i will magically be better with the blow of the candles...please...please everyone think postively for me..
when it comes to my health and doctor visits at least..ive gotten so sick of it..sick that they dont know what's wrong with me...and just assume that its in my head..and just send me away saying we'll see how this goes..yet they dont think about me being in pain..everyday..they just care about my toes..something i could care LESS about~ whatever...im done with this..until i return from spring break..im just slowly getting used to the pain..and endure it till decreases
as for school..im really could careless..i think my motivation just went from struggling to ive given up~ i should really shape up tho..ill start tomorrow..i swear..i always have the intention to do work..but i just never find the motivation to put those thoughts into actions~
where's my penguin? =(
btw: csi: ny rocks & grey's antatomy~
i have a pharamacy in my room~
im so over this weather..but i guess its good cuz i'd wanna wear flip flops in the heat..and my toes..are no ready for public yet.. =/
mango's are yummy
the future has always got me thinking: whether im gonna come back next semester or stay in vegas..ive gotta take action soon if im going back home like as about what i needa do and what i can do..and ive got a lot to do if i stay..like apply for graduation..find another lab to work in next semester..and further plan my future for after graduation..so...its kinda stressful...i never even knew until i wrote it out..haha...i always knew it was gonna be tough..but yeah..wow..and the one thing that is the determinate of what im gonna do is..my health..which is something u cant rush...you can only see in time...so sigh..this sucks..
its cold...do your toes turn purple when they are cold? cuz mine do..its seems like normal ppl's toes turn white.. blah~ my body hurt today...blah
for my 21st birthday..i wish that i will magically be better with the blow of the candles...please...please everyone think postively for me..