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Jul 31, 2008 12:25

nothing is ever set in stone. this world is so much chance occurrence its mind boggling. no fate, no divine intervention, just a jumble of people who want to love each other and hate each other and fight each other and fuck each other. this isn't a bad thing necessarily, just something that takes a while to sink in.... in all likely hood, you will not be friends with your best friends forever, you will not love the person of your dreams forever, you will not live in your home town forever, and things won't stop where you want them to for the sake of your comfort.

if stability is only temporary, why strive for it at all? best friends forever, i love you forever, bullshit forever, lol forever.

take in as much knowledge as you can possibly fit in your brain, meet amazing people, write music, make art, don't be afraid to burn it or throw it out the window, don't hold onto anything too hard, its gonna slip no matter what.

i'm trying not to be such a pack rat, theres not much point in it. at this point in my life i have very little faith in anything, even my parents aren't as reliable as i'd once thought. religion? lol yeah right. steady income? har har. place to live? not much longer.

friends are pretty solid these days, but i know deep down that everyone will be gone sooner or later, so i don't worry too hard about anything. just enjoy em' while they're around. there's a sea of ex wives and ex girlfriends and lost friends out there, the internet helps, but really.... we're all gonna lose each other one day. but its okay. it'll make running into one another 30 years down the road so much more interesting.

exception: i will always like thrice, sci fi movies, and soy milk forever hahahah.
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