Aug 20, 2005 12:49
aaahh i don't feel well AT ALL. . . grr i hate mother nature
neways . . .
i wish someone would answer my calls :-(
i almost got killed last night and lets just say it was really weird,oh and b4 that i got in a fight w/ peyton ..HIP HIP.. we don't get along much anymore and i'm afraid to tell him why i'm mad and it's just all blah . . . i also think neither one of us cares to fight about it anymore just to keep us friends . . uh-oh that has never happened . . either it was me who was ready to give up and he wouldn't . . then when he would be ready to give up i wouldn't . . that's how we kept going . . now i think we both are just tired of it which saddens me b/c he is very dear to me.. well maybe we are ready just yet
i watched deep blue sea again last night and it wasn't good
now i must go talk with my LOVELY laura . . wow i miss her
edit:: "well that's what we do, we fight ... you tell me when i am being an arrogant son of a bitch and i tell you when you are a pain in the ass. which you are, 99% of the time. i'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. you have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing. so it's not going to be easy. it's gonna be really hard. we're gonna have to work at this every day, but i want to do that because i want you. i want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day."
^mhm to think that came from a guy's mouth ... and not a girl's ::end edit