some things can never be explained...
maybe i'll write a list when these thoughts can be sorted into one.
but for now, i will leave you with this:
doh..i got nothing...except the strength to make it through another day. i've made it through so many anyways, whats another one? or another 365, which i've been told is ideal for a time like this..yet, the chance of lasting that long is highly unlikely. my hopes are so high...i think thats the problem. strange...i dont even know what i'm hoping and waiting for...
...for me this is heaven...
if i cant let myself be happy now then when? if not now, when?
when the time we have now ends.
when the big hand goes round again...
but for now, i will leave you with this:
doh..i got nothing...except the strength to make it through another day. i've made it through so many anyways, whats another one? or another 365, which i've been told is ideal for a time like this..yet, the chance of lasting that long is highly unlikely. my hopes are so high...i think thats the problem. strange...i dont even know what i'm hoping and waiting for...
...for me this is heaven...
if i cant let myself be happy now then when? if not now, when?
when the time we have now ends.
when the big hand goes round again...