but now with clarity i see;

[itsherlife]

i was ashamed of my innocence but now with clarity I see that your bullshit is just not worthy of me
So rather than being kicked around, I'm going to kick you to the curb
So rather than being pushed around, I'm going to push you away first
So rather than trying to protect you, I'm going to cover my basses first
So rather than trying to open my heart, I'm going to lock it with a key
So that only the special ones, so that only the special ones, can ever get through to me

and that is the last thing i will ever write here about ryan.

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I AM GOING TO MAROON 5 ON NOVEMBER 20TH BABY! OH YEAH. BRING ON ADAM LEVINE AND I WILL BE A HAPPY GIRL.