oh lord.

Sep 18, 2006 01:07

Again...been a while. Here I go.

So i was in Annie Get Your Gun. Loved it. got two pretty darn nice solos and did a lot of dancing.

I went to my brother's football game last night at COC. (College of the Canyons) He's amazing. He scored a touchdown and they won 54 to nothing against Ventura. Probably the only person who understands the extent of my self critism because he's exactly the same.

Im in Barnum right now in Moorpark. LOVE LOVE LOVE it(SO glad i found my twin Abbala!!!). Yes there are difficulties, but it's amazing. The people make every moment of rehearsal time-which is a fuckin lot-more than worth it.

Love rehearsal, but i can't wait to go back to dance. I mean i've been there, but be able to go to all of my classes without having to leave early.

Extremely stressed out with solo shit. Don't even wanna go there.

There's something wrong with my hip. Also dont really want to go there. But i had an MRI and now am just waiting to hear what the doctor has to say pretty much, and it's a little scary. I hope i didn't terribly damage myself.

Im still convinced that there's something wrong with my ears even though the guy that i go to just thinks im paranoid. When your ears make crackly noises like messed up speakers or bad radio stations whenever you hear something at high frequencies...is that what paranoia is called??? Oh, good to know.

School is hard. But im not slacking yet. I say yet, but i dont intend to. I like doing my work and getting good grades on tests. I haven't felt that for a while, and i like that feeling. it's nice.

Some people still make me wanna stab myself in the eye, but im making due, and enjoying all that i have. Confused as hell with many things (including AP statistics) but then again who isn't?
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