My dance girls.
So all of my girls at dance today who never let me down came through once more. In my emotional release they all handled it perfectly for me. The fact that none of them asked about it and just made sure that i was physically fine was exactly what i needed. Yes, i am thanking them for doing nothing. But at the same time they did so much. The fact that none of them made a big deal out of it, at least not while i was in the room, showed just how well they all know me. I have a meltdown, give me ten minutes and ill be back on that horrible floor ready to go. Im so happy that my second family consists of all of them!
Caitlin. Honestly i dont even know what to say. I couldn't imagine going through any of this by myself. There's no one that i would've rather had console me tonight. You are truely the perfect best friend. You give me all i need and so much more. I can't even begin to explain my gratitude, it's so immense, and i really dont know how i got so lucky.
And in my moment of whatever it should be called, i think i had a somewhat revalation...and where better to have it then on the dance floor. But a realization of what my dance really means as a whole, and how it relates to me, the reason why i started this conquest in the first place, and how i think that i've achieved it. A final goodbye that brings back so many memories and lets them all go at the same time.
However, no i just have to find that all every time i dance it.
Caitlin. Honestly i dont even know what to say. I couldn't imagine going through any of this by myself. There's no one that i would've rather had console me tonight. You are truely the perfect best friend. You give me all i need and so much more. I can't even begin to explain my gratitude, it's so immense, and i really dont know how i got so lucky.
And in my moment of whatever it should be called, i think i had a somewhat revalation...and where better to have it then on the dance floor. But a realization of what my dance really means as a whole, and how it relates to me, the reason why i started this conquest in the first place, and how i think that i've achieved it. A final goodbye that brings back so many memories and lets them all go at the same time.
However, no i just have to find that all every time i dance it.