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so yeah. inconsistent posting. hurrah. sorry kids.
ummmm.
ok weekend. worked and rode as allways. ahd first bensons practice. it was tough. i think all of us have had beter rides. but that means theres only room for improvement. my ride prolly looked much worse than it felt. and it felt awful.lucy waas trying to run and drag her head down most of the time and it felt like andthing i tried to doahd to be harsh or forceful for her to listen, which is obviously bad. mary ann was very encouraging. i'm really debating who i should take. lucy i know i can ride in practice much more effectively than hugo,but then vice versa i think i could do much better in a show on hugo. the challenge of lucy is enviting, but making sure i qualify is also a plus. i think i need to sit down and talk for a while with hank about it.
schools ok. report cards coming soon. hers what things are looking like
english- B: i think it should be an A cause she looses my work i swear
Trig- E: i'm set up to fail the year
Chemistry- E: most likeyl woulve been ,uch better had i shown up the forst 3 weeks of the quarter
US hist- A: if i do my project...
World hist- A: did some make up work, aced all my tests and my final
Photo- A: duh.
Scuplt- A: duh again
so i slacked. i'll fix it.i'm trying not to wrry to much about college. but i cant help but realizr that its time and i've screwed myself.havent taen any SAT prep, let alone registered. my portfolio sucks and so do my grades. i'm seriously consdiering if college is for me or not. i dont need a degree to do what i really want to do for the rest of my life. eqine degree are over rated, i've been told. i'm beinging to think arts not my thin either. i've hit a creative wall in my classes. and my art int wining anything in all the contest i'vebeen told to enter. i dunno
feeling a bit dissapointed in my friends. i'm finding out that the ones i care about are doing weed and shit driking and stuff. just doing things that are potentialt harmful and not caring. sometimes i just get irritated with them. now is one of those times.
my friend jay had a beautiful baby boy over the weekend. congrats. i admire her for taking on the responsabilty. i dont condone her gettign knocke dup. but shes a strong girl and i thinks shes going to be a great mom. and i think its good that her boyfriends been supportive despite that fact that they're not allways comited.
i've been sick. it official spring has sprung. i've been hacking coughing and swallowing my own snot (inadvertently mind you) for about two weeks.
last and prolly least. i miss having a boy friend. i miss matt. (penner) i dont know why ifell so hard for him, or why i cant get over him. i'm allways fine until i see him again in school. i miss andres. he's going to be in spain till mid july. and i want him to come home. i have a sneeking suspision i'm falling for him too, which would be very very baaad.
ok well thats it for now. i know. doosey of an entry. i'll try to keep up better
movies i saw recently that are good:
the anarchist cookbook- SLC punk rip off but still decent
blues brothers- hillarious. 'nuff said
lost in translation- a master peice. all hail sophia copolla
ummmm.
ok weekend. worked and rode as allways. ahd first bensons practice. it was tough. i think all of us have had beter rides. but that means theres only room for improvement. my ride prolly looked much worse than it felt. and it felt awful.lucy waas trying to run and drag her head down most of the time and it felt like andthing i tried to doahd to be harsh or forceful for her to listen, which is obviously bad. mary ann was very encouraging. i'm really debating who i should take. lucy i know i can ride in practice much more effectively than hugo,but then vice versa i think i could do much better in a show on hugo. the challenge of lucy is enviting, but making sure i qualify is also a plus. i think i need to sit down and talk for a while with hank about it.
schools ok. report cards coming soon. hers what things are looking like
english- B: i think it should be an A cause she looses my work i swear
Trig- E: i'm set up to fail the year
Chemistry- E: most likeyl woulve been ,uch better had i shown up the forst 3 weeks of the quarter
US hist- A: if i do my project...
World hist- A: did some make up work, aced all my tests and my final
Photo- A: duh.
Scuplt- A: duh again
so i slacked. i'll fix it.i'm trying not to wrry to much about college. but i cant help but realizr that its time and i've screwed myself.havent taen any SAT prep, let alone registered. my portfolio sucks and so do my grades. i'm seriously consdiering if college is for me or not. i dont need a degree to do what i really want to do for the rest of my life. eqine degree are over rated, i've been told. i'm beinging to think arts not my thin either. i've hit a creative wall in my classes. and my art int wining anything in all the contest i'vebeen told to enter. i dunno
feeling a bit dissapointed in my friends. i'm finding out that the ones i care about are doing weed and shit driking and stuff. just doing things that are potentialt harmful and not caring. sometimes i just get irritated with them. now is one of those times.
my friend jay had a beautiful baby boy over the weekend. congrats. i admire her for taking on the responsabilty. i dont condone her gettign knocke dup. but shes a strong girl and i thinks shes going to be a great mom. and i think its good that her boyfriends been supportive despite that fact that they're not allways comited.
i've been sick. it official spring has sprung. i've been hacking coughing and swallowing my own snot (inadvertently mind you) for about two weeks.
last and prolly least. i miss having a boy friend. i miss matt. (penner) i dont know why ifell so hard for him, or why i cant get over him. i'm allways fine until i see him again in school. i miss andres. he's going to be in spain till mid july. and i want him to come home. i have a sneeking suspision i'm falling for him too, which would be very very baaad.
ok well thats it for now. i know. doosey of an entry. i'll try to keep up better
movies i saw recently that are good:
the anarchist cookbook- SLC punk rip off but still decent
blues brothers- hillarious. 'nuff said
lost in translation- a master peice. all hail sophia copolla