damn

[itscraigert]

i have justed came to the conclusion that i lack the ability to love
then there's crystal she makes me feel great about myself and i love that
damn this sux
i haven't been to karate in 2 weeks that siux too!

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~To~Craigert~

[debatablesanity]

Well, I think that everyone has the ability to love. Even if you think you don't, or you've been hurt. What about other people? and I'm not asking if YOu WANT to love them. I'm asking you if you do. Your dad, your sister, your mom, whitney, dont' write these people off.

Apparently you love Crystal. That scare you? That you love her? Cuz I think you do, everytime I'm with you you say her name at least once. The other day....ect. Crystal says...ect. *shrugs* I don't know. That relationship...your not pursuing it. Why? ask yourself. Do you count her as just temporary until you can find someone better? Do you want to be with her? Do you want to love her? Maybe..you don't have a choice in waht you want to do. You can't really choose who you love.

She makes you feel good about yourself. That's great and all, but as long as your dependant upon one person to make you feel good about yourself..then you'll never really feel it. What if she does move? Or dies? I'm not trying to be morbid, I'm just trying to get my point across. Or, you could just write off everything I've said as nothing.
~love ya
mandy