dig your own grave
i'm done. just done. friday we got out kristin and i and it was odd cuz this couple sat with us and i was chatting with them. well they were getting married next summer and kristin was freaking out cuz they were talking about weddings. ok...so now no one is allowed to mention wedding or relationship? shit...
so then megan shows up and i am highly suspicious of if scott is really gone. so i tell megan i am too drunk to drive and she drops me and kristin off at kristin's apt. sure as shit, serial killer is asleep in her bed. i started texting everyone to come and pick me up. but everyone was asleep. so the next day i have a RAGING bladder infection. i had to work at bt. laughed alot with kathy & holli then picked up my meds at cvs. i was in tears it hurt so bad. then i tried to go to bed early. My phone started ringing at 1230 it was mike's friend devon. then from 1230-345 i got about 18 calls from mike & all his friends. i finally shut my phone off. Stayed at my mom's all day and did laundry. i was tentatively going to see a movie with kristin but you know what? i cannot stomach to be around her right now. toby called me to let me know scott was at jacmars last night with kristin. anyone who has that little respect for themself i just can't stomach. i mean who knows how many frickin VDs he has? my hands are tied. part of me wants to say until you straighten this shit out i can't be around you. i mean i hate that she is lying to her family and friends. obviously something is not right where you need to lie to everyone. i think what i am going to do is next time she brings him up tell her i cannot hear anything about him anymore. sigh....i cannot wait til vacation.
so then megan shows up and i am highly suspicious of if scott is really gone. so i tell megan i am too drunk to drive and she drops me and kristin off at kristin's apt. sure as shit, serial killer is asleep in her bed. i started texting everyone to come and pick me up. but everyone was asleep. so the next day i have a RAGING bladder infection. i had to work at bt. laughed alot with kathy & holli then picked up my meds at cvs. i was in tears it hurt so bad. then i tried to go to bed early. My phone started ringing at 1230 it was mike's friend devon. then from 1230-345 i got about 18 calls from mike & all his friends. i finally shut my phone off. Stayed at my mom's all day and did laundry. i was tentatively going to see a movie with kristin but you know what? i cannot stomach to be around her right now. toby called me to let me know scott was at jacmars last night with kristin. anyone who has that little respect for themself i just can't stomach. i mean who knows how many frickin VDs he has? my hands are tied. part of me wants to say until you straighten this shit out i can't be around you. i mean i hate that she is lying to her family and friends. obviously something is not right where you need to lie to everyone. i think what i am going to do is next time she brings him up tell her i cannot hear anything about him anymore. sigh....i cannot wait til vacation.