Jan 23, 2006 02:29
You should stop for awhile you will find me standing there
(Don't you trust me?)
Over here at the side of your life (Not that I don't trust you)
You spend all your hours just rushing around
Do you have a little time to have a little time for me?
I get no room to sleep I hope it ceases cause I'm leavin'
Maybe next time you'll be a little more sure
When I can give you more when you mature
But baby until then I gotta leave ya
It's not that I don't need ya but see ya
And I hope that you understand why I bust it
Not becuase we rushed it (hell no)
But girl don't you trust me?
I love you like you love me amora.
blah. i dyed my hair black.
anddd this weekend is kind of a blur.
wait nvm i just remembered everything lol
i got really high & drunk friday & saturday except saturday.- fuck that night.
i was supposed to stay at jessicas she wanted to go home when Dustin and i were waiting for more bud. So we dropped her off around 1am. I didnt come back to her apartment til about 3 am. The door was supposed to be UNLOCKED! but it wasnt cos someone must have locked it. So im stuck outside in the cold at 3am fucking am. what else could go wrong? Jessicas not answering at all. My fucking cell dies. that second. Im high as fuck and a lil drunk so i just sit on the porch trying to sleep to pass time. that doesnt fucking work so i walk over to the gym (i know cos i used to live in the apt complex) & i fucking watch tv.. its about 330 and im tripping out because i fucking just wana go to sleep. So finally 7 rolls around.. I SAT IN A TINY GYM FOR ALMOST 4 HOURS!. i watch crazy beautiful & start crying cos that movie is sad. now its 8AM and my phone is charged and i call my mom and make her come get me. WORST NIGHT EVER. i was a bum for the night. fuck that shit. never again will i forget my phone charger. ugh.