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life has been pretty crazy the last week or so. i am starting to second guess myself on alot of things, and thats not good. i really don't know who i am anymore, and its causing a problem in quite a few areas. i've been doing alot of stupid shit lately, and thats not good either. i've been dissapointed alot lately, and its making me do some pretty dumb things. ha. i feel like i need certain people's approval to be happy, i need to work on that. because like many other aspects of my life that not good either. :( basically im a train wreck happening in slow motion. i really need to start getting my act together. i just need closure on a few things first. :\