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I dont know why I made a new one since I havent really even been writting on this crap anyway.
Oh well!
Life is ok I guess. Could be better and will be better once I get my head out of my ass and realize things arent so bad and that how I have wanted things to be for the past couple of years may not be exactly what I need at this point in my life. Nothing is impossible, Id like to keep that thought in my head but sometimes wishful thinking really doesnt do shit...I guess it cant hurt too bad to shove it in the back of my mind and not let it move too far forward. Its really a bitch things cant work out how I feel they really should be. I dont think I will ever feel that things the way they are now are how they are really supposed to be, but here is a big fat WHATEVER.
Hope everyone is well.
Oh well!
Life is ok I guess. Could be better and will be better once I get my head out of my ass and realize things arent so bad and that how I have wanted things to be for the past couple of years may not be exactly what I need at this point in my life. Nothing is impossible, Id like to keep that thought in my head but sometimes wishful thinking really doesnt do shit...I guess it cant hurt too bad to shove it in the back of my mind and not let it move too far forward. Its really a bitch things cant work out how I feel they really should be. I dont think I will ever feel that things the way they are now are how they are really supposed to be, but here is a big fat WHATEVER.
Hope everyone is well.