shit.
Still missing Jake a little, but i'm feeling good about it.
You know, I used to scoff at people when they said stupid shit about finding themselves and "discovering" things. I don't know, I guess I just found it ridiculous and insane at the same time. I mean, as an immature human being, how could I understand what was needed to be found?
But it does make sense. We're all so different and varied in our own selves, changing daily and constantly bearing the task of not only managing our own emotions, but also coping with the feelings and concerns with those around us.
There is so much finding to do yet for me. I'm starting to love myself again and it feels pretty good. For a while I'm not sure what was wrong with me. Something definitely, though. But I'm learning to depend on me while pushing myself and nuturing myself all at once. Its quite the experience.
But at the present time, I have officially given up on the opposite sex. They are all mindless dicks with nothing behind their pretty faces (and most of them don't even have that.) Sigh.
You know, I used to scoff at people when they said stupid shit about finding themselves and "discovering" things. I don't know, I guess I just found it ridiculous and insane at the same time. I mean, as an immature human being, how could I understand what was needed to be found?
But it does make sense. We're all so different and varied in our own selves, changing daily and constantly bearing the task of not only managing our own emotions, but also coping with the feelings and concerns with those around us.
There is so much finding to do yet for me. I'm starting to love myself again and it feels pretty good. For a while I'm not sure what was wrong with me. Something definitely, though. But I'm learning to depend on me while pushing myself and nuturing myself all at once. Its quite the experience.
But at the present time, I have officially given up on the opposite sex. They are all mindless dicks with nothing behind their pretty faces (and most of them don't even have that.) Sigh.