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with each passing day i seem to loose more and more. im loosing my strength to live. ive lost all what was left of my happieness. everything seems to be fading and i just cant take much more of this. something really has to change. i really need a win in my life and cant really seem to come out on top. i hate this. i hate this town i want to leave now. i wish i didnt have court stuff and i would ask my sister to go live with her in VA cuz that would be really nice. i just want someone or something to hold on to. i want this year to end and were only 1 month in. something has to happen and it need to happen fast.