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[itsatragedy____]

It's been about two weeks since I've felt like this.
Everytime I think I get over you, I get this sick fucking feeling in my gut.
It's fucking insane to think how much I could have loved some fucker who could do nothing but break my heart. Insane to even process the thought that they didn't love you as much.

And even worse, the fact I let it happen for 8 months.

I'm so fucking sad and lost I cant see straight.

Thanks for ruineing my life for the last year, only one song comes to mind.

I'm better off without you for fucking good.

### I don't need this anymore
the curse of '94 strikes again
killing hopes and things and people
stop, stop you're killing me
and I tried so desperately to escape it
suck days ahead I think I'll stay in bed
Life's the same
I guess everything's going okay
I've got to go now
I've run out of cute things to say
I don't mean to sound so insincere
I'm having a bad year

And I'm glad to say goodbye
but I'll never wonder why this year happened
luck comes and goes sooner or later
wait, wait for it to stop
'cause I'm not just gonna drop out of being
for one bad year that was just leaving

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