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Staring into endless space,
Imagination going wild,
Wishing emotions didn’t hurt,
Yearning to be a child.
And yet I know it’s hopeless
To believe in all the lies
That the pain doesn’t exist
When I skip over the good byes.
Replaying the countless movies
With scenes of what used to be us
Falling into a deeper hole
Breaking my own trust.
Tumbling out of reality,
Caught by a numbness state
Watching my life as an outsider,
Realizing I no longer can relate
The world keeps on going
While I’m left behind
Realizing my only mistake
Is trapping myself in my own mind.
Imagination going wild,
Wishing emotions didn’t hurt,
Yearning to be a child.
And yet I know it’s hopeless
To believe in all the lies
That the pain doesn’t exist
When I skip over the good byes.
Replaying the countless movies
With scenes of what used to be us
Falling into a deeper hole
Breaking my own trust.
Tumbling out of reality,
Caught by a numbness state
Watching my life as an outsider,
Realizing I no longer can relate
The world keeps on going
While I’m left behind
Realizing my only mistake
Is trapping myself in my own mind.