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Wow... it's been forever since I updated...
so this weekened went as followed.
Friday- hung out with robert and alex all day and night pretty much. went to beach and dinner and a movie.
Saturday- was supposed to hang out with richard again LET DOWN ONCE AGAIN only the 3rd weekend in a row. went to work. hung out with rob after work.
Sunday- went to work. wooo fun fun fun
hmm it's offical. my car is a piece. doug had to push it out of whataburger bc it doesn't go in reverse. thanks doug.
my car is going in the shop tomorrow. I have a feeling my dad won't pay to get it fixed because "it's not worth it". which will be ok if he buys me a nissan. i want a nissan.
so yeah i didn't get to inform you guys about my dream car i saw for sale going to school one morning with sherry. it was a 240 sx (for some reason i've always liked them since my brother had one) it was green and it was $1950. i hoped it was a manual. i want a manual. they are fun to drive. :) and it wouldve been cool if it had a moon roof or whatever they are called. so i call my dad and tell him to check it out and he said we will buy it. and i was sooo excited. then after school he tells me i don't deserve it. so i'm not allowed to get it. so with a broken heart i go and look at it anyways. it was a stick. :( but it was soo cheap because it had a shitload of miles on it. that was the only thing wrong with it. but sigh i dunno. i will find another dream car... another time... when i deserve it.
i talked to my mom again. i deposited a paycheck and the bank put it in the wrong account. they put it in my savings account which i can't access without her. which totally blows. so i called her scared of what to think. i was freaking out. sherry was there to try to make me laugh and i was talking a whole bunch of shit about everyone associated with my mom. my mom surprisingly helps me out and tells me she wants to talk. so she calls me later that night. and she basically just sat back and talked shit about me. she is the only person i let talk down to me. but i can only take it for so long. about 45 minutes of it. and then i snapped and started saying all the comments that i had running thru my mind back to her. which caused us to fight once again. she told me she hit me because i deserved it. i told her no kid deserves to be hit. and i don't deserve to be 16 and having to take medication for depression. she was like you told me to fuck off and i was like so? and she was like you called me a FUCKING BITCH and i was like you called me one too and she said it was because i deserve it (apparently i deserve a lot of bad shit) and i told her well i called you a fucking bitch because you deserve it. thanks for being a bad mom. and i hung up. sigh... it's been a odd past few days. but you probably wouldn't have been able to guess that. Thanks Prozac! (thumbs up)
wow this has been a long entry. i can't wait for next weekend. i already have it planned out. i don't have to work ALL weekend. at ALL. I'm soo stoked.
Friday- me and rob going to see The Ring 2 gettin' the crew together to spend the night at robs house again
Saturday- going to the beach with rob cory and cory's friend from Jax. and then later saturday hangin' out with donovan going to see Constaintene.
Sunday- probably the beach again... and then i dunno. lol
I forgot to tell you guys about last weekend. wow it was a blast. it was me and rob and cory and alex and dustin and peter. we all spent the night at robs house and we went into this chat room on yahoo for african americans and we were saying nigger and like black jokes like "whats the most confusing day in harlem?... fathers day" and this dude was getting so mad but it was all good. that was the night i broke my toe HAHA. me and rob went for a walk to my friend vanessa's house bc she lives in the same hood. and i saw this tree i thought i could just kick and it break off so on our way back i go and kick it as hard as i can and you heard my toe crack instead of the tree. i had to limp back to his house. then cory stepped on it. :( lol good times...
well it's like 2 in the morning and i have to be up at 7 tomorrow lol uh oh. so i guess i will update later. check out my myspace for pics and such and if you have one add me or leave a comment!!
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so this weekened went as followed.
Friday- hung out with robert and alex all day and night pretty much. went to beach and dinner and a movie.
Saturday- was supposed to hang out with richard again LET DOWN ONCE AGAIN only the 3rd weekend in a row. went to work. hung out with rob after work.
Sunday- went to work. wooo fun fun fun
hmm it's offical. my car is a piece. doug had to push it out of whataburger bc it doesn't go in reverse. thanks doug.
my car is going in the shop tomorrow. I have a feeling my dad won't pay to get it fixed because "it's not worth it". which will be ok if he buys me a nissan. i want a nissan.
so yeah i didn't get to inform you guys about my dream car i saw for sale going to school one morning with sherry. it was a 240 sx (for some reason i've always liked them since my brother had one) it was green and it was $1950. i hoped it was a manual. i want a manual. they are fun to drive. :) and it wouldve been cool if it had a moon roof or whatever they are called. so i call my dad and tell him to check it out and he said we will buy it. and i was sooo excited. then after school he tells me i don't deserve it. so i'm not allowed to get it. so with a broken heart i go and look at it anyways. it was a stick. :( but it was soo cheap because it had a shitload of miles on it. that was the only thing wrong with it. but sigh i dunno. i will find another dream car... another time... when i deserve it.
i talked to my mom again. i deposited a paycheck and the bank put it in the wrong account. they put it in my savings account which i can't access without her. which totally blows. so i called her scared of what to think. i was freaking out. sherry was there to try to make me laugh and i was talking a whole bunch of shit about everyone associated with my mom. my mom surprisingly helps me out and tells me she wants to talk. so she calls me later that night. and she basically just sat back and talked shit about me. she is the only person i let talk down to me. but i can only take it for so long. about 45 minutes of it. and then i snapped and started saying all the comments that i had running thru my mind back to her. which caused us to fight once again. she told me she hit me because i deserved it. i told her no kid deserves to be hit. and i don't deserve to be 16 and having to take medication for depression. she was like you told me to fuck off and i was like so? and she was like you called me a FUCKING BITCH and i was like you called me one too and she said it was because i deserve it (apparently i deserve a lot of bad shit) and i told her well i called you a fucking bitch because you deserve it. thanks for being a bad mom. and i hung up. sigh... it's been a odd past few days. but you probably wouldn't have been able to guess that. Thanks Prozac! (thumbs up)
wow this has been a long entry. i can't wait for next weekend. i already have it planned out. i don't have to work ALL weekend. at ALL. I'm soo stoked.
Friday- me and rob going to see The Ring 2 gettin' the crew together to spend the night at robs house again
Saturday- going to the beach with rob cory and cory's friend from Jax. and then later saturday hangin' out with donovan going to see Constaintene.
Sunday- probably the beach again... and then i dunno. lol
I forgot to tell you guys about last weekend. wow it was a blast. it was me and rob and cory and alex and dustin and peter. we all spent the night at robs house and we went into this chat room on yahoo for african americans and we were saying nigger and like black jokes like "whats the most confusing day in harlem?... fathers day" and this dude was getting so mad but it was all good. that was the night i broke my toe HAHA. me and rob went for a walk to my friend vanessa's house bc she lives in the same hood. and i saw this tree i thought i could just kick and it break off so on our way back i go and kick it as hard as i can and you heard my toe crack instead of the tree. i had to limp back to his house. then cory stepped on it. :( lol good times...
well it's like 2 in the morning and i have to be up at 7 tomorrow lol uh oh. so i guess i will update later. check out my myspace for pics and such and if you have one add me or leave a comment!!
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