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well, i just got home from a day at my potential new job... front desk at the surgery center of a clinic. fancy, huh? it's really exciting, i was sitting in the lounge having the lunch provided by california pizza kitchen with a bunch of doctors, and i felt like i was in a tv show or something. everyone was talking medical jargon the whole time and i was just sitting there having no idea what they were saying, but it was cool. such a change of pace from my normal childcare/customer service life... so cross your fingers on this one. i'm 99% sure i'm getting the job, my friend's mom is a medical assistant and the office manager there, so she's hooking me up even though i have no experience. plus, benefits! finally, a job that could actually mean something/do something useful for me besides make me lots of money that i spend on a bunch of stuff i dont need and going to for dinner and drinks every day of the week. plus, if all goes according to plan, it will be the 7:30-3:30 shift, which means i can keep my bar shifts at circa and still make that extra buck. I AM SO EXCITED!!! i hope it works out. plus, always nice to have something for people to be more proud of you about, my grandparents especially seem to think that my life is a joke and i'm wasting my time at circa... which i suppose i am. i'm still going to hold onto it until the summer if i can stand it, because its always good to have 1 year of experience at a job versus 7 months. so i guess things are changing in my life, no more sleeping in until noon for lack of better thing to do (don't get mad/jealous too quick, nothing depresses me more than the ways i've been spending my days...). i was actually EXCITED to wake up early this morning, because i felt like i wasn't wasting my whole fucking day. if this were a normal day, i would have JUST showered (it's 2:30) after waking up around noon, eating a bunch of food, and messing around on the internet in my pajamas. UGH.
other than that, things are ok. after some severe problems at circa, things seem to have returned to normal/fine. idon't know how we all got through that, but it's nice that it's over. i don't really like the idea of working for a crazy person, but if i never see him i'm ok. i also got my friend a job there, hopefully, and it will be really fun to work with her. plus, if i get this other job, i'm going to (hopefully) stop working saturday nights and sunday mornings, which would be SOOOO SWEEEEEET... i coudl finally have my weekends back after 7 months of dreading weekends. sunday brunch is usually pretty fun, but it will be sweet to sleep off the hangover instead of working it off every morning.
i've officially given up on my "love life" again after a series of stupid mistakes (is that NOT the story of my life?!) and realizing there's just no way to meet guys. so, i guess that will be put on hold for awhile, not that i was really making an effort as much as stumbling into mistakes... whatever.
i was going to go on a trip to europe this summer (does this sound familiar yet...?) but i am 80% sure i'm not going to, because i don't have that feeling in my gut that it's right (the travelling companions, of course), and i figure i should be super excited to travel, not be wondering if i want to go or not. plus, if i get this other job, i really dont wnat to be like, "well, i'm leaving for a month, hopefully that's ok" cuz i'm pretty sure that wouldn't fly. i guess i need to really think about who is a person i coudl REALLY travel with and then just wait until i'm good and ready and just do it. not to mention europe in the summer is double price what it is in the offseason.
the end.
other than that, things are ok. after some severe problems at circa, things seem to have returned to normal/fine. idon't know how we all got through that, but it's nice that it's over. i don't really like the idea of working for a crazy person, but if i never see him i'm ok. i also got my friend a job there, hopefully, and it will be really fun to work with her. plus, if i get this other job, i'm going to (hopefully) stop working saturday nights and sunday mornings, which would be SOOOO SWEEEEEET... i coudl finally have my weekends back after 7 months of dreading weekends. sunday brunch is usually pretty fun, but it will be sweet to sleep off the hangover instead of working it off every morning.
i've officially given up on my "love life" again after a series of stupid mistakes (is that NOT the story of my life?!) and realizing there's just no way to meet guys. so, i guess that will be put on hold for awhile, not that i was really making an effort as much as stumbling into mistakes... whatever.
i was going to go on a trip to europe this summer (does this sound familiar yet...?) but i am 80% sure i'm not going to, because i don't have that feeling in my gut that it's right (the travelling companions, of course), and i figure i should be super excited to travel, not be wondering if i want to go or not. plus, if i get this other job, i really dont wnat to be like, "well, i'm leaving for a month, hopefully that's ok" cuz i'm pretty sure that wouldn't fly. i guess i need to really think about who is a person i coudl REALLY travel with and then just wait until i'm good and ready and just do it. not to mention europe in the summer is double price what it is in the offseason.
the end.