THE MALL!

[itsallyou22]

well it was saturday about 2 days ago or 3 because it just turned midnight and i had plans to meet up with jessica (an old friend of mine from 8th grade only she was in 7th). and back then near like mid 8th grade for me after a field trip she was like all over me and i was just like wow and i learned to like it and got used to it and blah blah it was kinda cool. i guess i had a thing for her back then, i kinda liked her and just never acted on it or didn't pay attention or something. well yesterday i got to the mall like 45 minutes early cuz i was afraid i'd be late and i didn't wanna make her mad... and like 15 minutes before she came i saw my old history teacher from 8th grade Mr. Chapp going to get his hair cut at the mall with his girlfriend or sister or someone i'm not sure he didn't introduce me to her. but we talked for a couple minutes and i found out he's teaching at southfield schools and he is loving it to death. lol. i told him about my new school my major and minor and stuff and then he walked off and i didn't see him for the rest of the day. but i was happy. so i waited alittle more and (now i've seen pictures dont get me wrong) this family of 3 girls one young one teen and one grandma looking is walkin my way i figure they are goin into the mall i wasn't really paying attention i guess and they walk tward me and looks at me and i'm like hey acting like i knew who they were and then the grandma introduces herself to me as jessica's grandma and i glanced at jessica and wow. she has changed so much! its indescribable! like she said she took bad pictures and i didn't believe it but maybe they were just told pictures and she is maturing or i wasn't really paying attention but she is beautiful and i mean wow beautiful(dont you love my run on sentence?)! well realizing this now i'm gonna skip all the stuff at the mall till the very end cuz its just to much and i dont feel like writing it all. but after they had to go i guess i went back in to get cookies for cecilys family because i was gonna go over there after the mall and jess calls me and is like come tward this store(i forgot what one) so i did and we found each other and hung out for a couple more minutes and she's hangin on my and i'm feeling all tingly and butterfly like in my stomach and i knew i still liked her. so blah blah we parted ways still talked on the phone then yesterday night like around 8 on sunday the 5th of 2006 (write it in here so i never forget cuz i dont think these things get deleted and i will save it anyway cuz i just know i will forget rawr) i decided to talk to her about it and now i have a g/f. now at the time i wasn't sure i made the right desicion and i was freekin out but after talkin to her for awhile i realize ya know what its just nervous and i'm being stupid because i really do like her more then i'm letting on. well this is basicly it and i'm re learning alot about jess and i'm liking it but in the long run i just hope i made the right decision. i feel like i did now but like its just gonna be hard thats all cuz i gotta find out how i'm gonna be able to see her. long and complicated. i know i'm gonna see her monday cuz i'm gonna go to alex's church and jess is going too. so that will be cool. guess we just gonna see how it plays out. maybe if i play my cards right i'll get to see her this weekend but gotta keep it on the down low with the parents cuz of where she lives and mother will FREEK OUT and grandparents (both) with FREEK OUT cuz i'm goin all the way in that area and i just live with a bunch of over protective resist freeks that deny it anyway. so yeah. but hey it would be nice.

well thats all for now folks. finally a happy entry. enjoy it because it might be one of the only ones cuz i dont usually use it for stuff like this but who knows. read the stuff below if you havent.