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I really just don't post anymore.
I miss New Jersey. Like crazy.
I miss Michael. So I called him today.
I miss Vince.
I was texting Bryan a lot this morning.
It felt...different.
I called Laura and talked for a bit today.
It felt...different.
It's happened.
And it sucks.
But there's really nothing else I could be doing to change any of this.
I have a boyfriend. Have I mentioned that on this before? We've been together almost 2 months. I've done the whole "trip to his house in Kentucky to meet the parents" thing. Yeah. He's amazing.
He's an amazing boyfriend. There's no way that I could possibly ask for more.
And it sucks that he knows none of my friends from home. Or family...besides Steve.
I miss being in shows in New Jersey. I miss being at Britt's house with her just making fun of the world and watching whatever. I miss Scott saying that "Forget About The Boy" was actually titled "No Canary In A Cage For Me". I talked about Chicago today, and I miss that whole summer.
I miss being with Glenn and Jaimie and Lauren every second of my life.
Am I growing up?
This sucks. This sucks. This sucks.
I miss what used to be. But I'm not tied down to it.
This is life. And it's happening. And I'm going to embrace it.
I'm in a good place.
Right?
I miss New Jersey. Like crazy.
I miss Michael. So I called him today.
I miss Vince.
I was texting Bryan a lot this morning.
It felt...different.
I called Laura and talked for a bit today.
It felt...different.
It's happened.
And it sucks.
But there's really nothing else I could be doing to change any of this.
I have a boyfriend. Have I mentioned that on this before? We've been together almost 2 months. I've done the whole "trip to his house in Kentucky to meet the parents" thing. Yeah. He's amazing.
He's an amazing boyfriend. There's no way that I could possibly ask for more.
And it sucks that he knows none of my friends from home. Or family...besides Steve.
I miss being in shows in New Jersey. I miss being at Britt's house with her just making fun of the world and watching whatever. I miss Scott saying that "Forget About The Boy" was actually titled "No Canary In A Cage For Me". I talked about Chicago today, and I miss that whole summer.
I miss being with Glenn and Jaimie and Lauren every second of my life.
Am I growing up?
This sucks. This sucks. This sucks.
I miss what used to be. But I'm not tied down to it.
This is life. And it's happening. And I'm going to embrace it.
I'm in a good place.
Right?