Update of christmas
I finally pulled out of the dark hole. Probably only for a brief and short period, but I will enjoy it as much as I can.
After I turned in my SSO (don't ask, just a major project for all seniors), I got to the point of brainactivity at zero. The week had pulled every effort out of me, so making the three turn ins that are already a month behind was outta question... And since the 19th, I have been taking a break. A break fromstudies, but also majorly from friends. I have been spending time at home, watching anime, been doing things I usually never find time to. Like listening to music and enjoying it, not listening to it while doing tons of other stuff at the same time. It has given me peace to rebuild myself mentally and intelligencely. I know it sounds stupid, and it is not like I have found myself or something stupid and old like that - but more like I have recovered from an long-term illness.
I am beginning to feel full of spirit, ready to begin at new with everything. It will be hard, but I think that I will try and turn it from hardship to an enjoyable challenge towards my will.
Wish me luck.
And have a good christmas and a great New Years!
After I turned in my SSO (don't ask, just a major project for all seniors), I got to the point of brainactivity at zero. The week had pulled every effort out of me, so making the three turn ins that are already a month behind was outta question... And since the 19th, I have been taking a break. A break fromstudies, but also majorly from friends. I have been spending time at home, watching anime, been doing things I usually never find time to. Like listening to music and enjoying it, not listening to it while doing tons of other stuff at the same time. It has given me peace to rebuild myself mentally and intelligencely. I know it sounds stupid, and it is not like I have found myself or something stupid and old like that - but more like I have recovered from an long-term illness.
I am beginning to feel full of spirit, ready to begin at new with everything. It will be hard, but I think that I will try and turn it from hardship to an enjoyable challenge towards my will.
Wish me luck.
And have a good christmas and a great New Years!