Random thoughts in the day...
LiveJournal..You took me on a trip back in time. To a time where things were so easy and I didn’t even realize it then. The things that I was concerned about were nothing like that of the issues today.
I currently live in Anchorage, Alaska with my sister. I moved here after realizing that I wasn't happy in California. I was tired of everything feeling the same and always being reminded of all the people I have lost along the years. Here, I am whoever I make myself to be. New friends, new men to blow off, new clubs to dance at, & new activities to experience. I like it so far. OFTEN I look around and wonder how the heck I got where I am. It amazes me. If you would have asked me a few years ago what I would be doing at 22, I would have said I would be living in a rented house somewhere with Chris with like 4 dogs two cats and a fish. Now I can’t even fathom what that would be like. My life seems so peaceful right now. Working during the week and coming home to my family greeting me and feeding me delicious dinners. Then on the weekend, just finding some people to hang out with for the night, or even just drink at home. Last night my friend Danny and I drove out to Wasilla (about 45 min out of Anchorage) to hang out with our friends Neisha and Steven. Some guy named Justin came over also. Neisha and I just chatted about work and drank our glasses of wine while all the boys played acoustic guitar in the background. It was lovely. However it was -19 degrees last night. Haha. It’s crazy up here sometimes. I feel like I left all my stresses behind when I moved up here. It’s kinda weird that distance actually makes me feel that way. Home will always be home though. I do miss the beach and my seester. And a bunch of other stuff. I suppose once I get back on my feet and move home I will feel at peace with my surroundings again. My positive outlook on life has caused me such happiness to date. It was always about changing for me and not for anyone else. That’s the only way it really works. And once I have a bunch of money in my bank account, Life will be a lot simpler to live. And I can start to travel like I have been wanting to. Tired of typing right now. But more tomorrow..
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