Dream 2

Jan 26, 2005 21:07

Last night i dreamt that a friend from TJ high, was over at my house. I assume it was a sleepover, because the night was amidst. My parents were out at dinner, and it was just us and another present in the room (presence unkonwn). My parents arrived home, and my mother was in the door first. She stormed upstairs, and my father soon followed through the doorway. He trudged in with that weary lookin in his eyes, obviously intoxicated as most nights out with my mother are in reality.
He sat on what seemed to be a counter at the corner of the room, staring off into space. Next thing i knew, he and this friend of mine began to conversate. I was on the floor playing a board game maybe, maybe not, who knows, it was a dream...
I looked up after awhile, and my father had a tight arm around her. Pulling her in towards him. Kissing her unwilling neck. She pulled free, and ran upstairs.
I approached my father, who was still intoxicated may i remind you, and later in the moment, he stated he wanted a divorce. I became weak.
I last remember lying on the florr, crying my eyes out- saying to myself more that he- "I thought you would last forever...."

MEANING- an early sign i suppose.
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