best friends means friends forever...how cliche
your friendship has meant more to me then most.
i mean we clicked instantly
u were grounded i was babysitting
we talked for hours online sbout
absoluty nothing and everything
and we had always been close.
since the beginning of the summer
you were the one who i came to with
every problem i had
i told you more then anyone
you know more then anyone else does
we go to shows together
you are my show buddy and i am yours
i told people such good things about you
even my mom
i was like you have to meet him
he is the sweetest boy ever.
he is so cute and everything.
u meant and still mean the world to me
and i would love nothing more then to continue this friendship.
but it kinda seems to me lately that u dont care about me
although you tell me you do
i really hope you do
and i understand what you are going through
and i dont want to burden you with my issues but i feel that you
should know them.
i want to be there to help you
but you dont want to tell me and sometimes i push ur buttons.
i want you to be so happy
but i dont seem to be doing that or am i?
considering the recent events of this past week.
i must be doing something wrong
i mean it has to be me right?
i mean u tell me u love me and that i am one of ur best friends
but for some reason i cant belive it anymore. i want nothing more
then to belive it
i really do
i think you just say it so i can hear it
hopefully im just making all this up in my head
which is excatly what you would tell me
and i am more that honored to have you.
i want to be with you when ur sad
but obvoiusly the feeling isnt mutual sometimes.
i could call u at 2 in the morning knowing ur awake
and know u would talk to me
or u would never get mad when i woke you up at 4 in the afternoon
you know who my obsessions are
but i dont seem to know all of urs.
i seem to tell u everything
but you dont tell me everything.
i want nothing more for us to be friends for so long
cause ur such an amazing person
i am thankful to even know you.
i would never want to not talk to you.
but i feel that we are getting distant.
i am sitting here crying just thinking about not being friends with you
or passing you in the hallway and not being able to tell
u the stupid things that i come up with
or the news that i gave you today that we could go see the used together and that u were the first person i asked to go see taking back sunday cause i thought u would love to see them.
you are one of my best friends.
and i want you to say one for a long time
but if that is not what you want then i understand that
there may be other people that understand you better.
i love you more then life
and i would do anything for you
and i hope you know that
<3 alixandra paige
i mean we clicked instantly
u were grounded i was babysitting
we talked for hours online sbout
absoluty nothing and everything
and we had always been close.
since the beginning of the summer
you were the one who i came to with
every problem i had
i told you more then anyone
you know more then anyone else does
we go to shows together
you are my show buddy and i am yours
i told people such good things about you
even my mom
i was like you have to meet him
he is the sweetest boy ever.
he is so cute and everything.
u meant and still mean the world to me
and i would love nothing more then to continue this friendship.
but it kinda seems to me lately that u dont care about me
although you tell me you do
i really hope you do
and i understand what you are going through
and i dont want to burden you with my issues but i feel that you
should know them.
i want to be there to help you
but you dont want to tell me and sometimes i push ur buttons.
i want you to be so happy
but i dont seem to be doing that or am i?
considering the recent events of this past week.
i must be doing something wrong
i mean it has to be me right?
i mean u tell me u love me and that i am one of ur best friends
but for some reason i cant belive it anymore. i want nothing more
then to belive it
i really do
i think you just say it so i can hear it
hopefully im just making all this up in my head
which is excatly what you would tell me
and i am more that honored to have you.
i want to be with you when ur sad
but obvoiusly the feeling isnt mutual sometimes.
i could call u at 2 in the morning knowing ur awake
and know u would talk to me
or u would never get mad when i woke you up at 4 in the afternoon
you know who my obsessions are
but i dont seem to know all of urs.
i seem to tell u everything
but you dont tell me everything.
i want nothing more for us to be friends for so long
cause ur such an amazing person
i am thankful to even know you.
i would never want to not talk to you.
but i feel that we are getting distant.
i am sitting here crying just thinking about not being friends with you
or passing you in the hallway and not being able to tell
u the stupid things that i come up with
or the news that i gave you today that we could go see the used together and that u were the first person i asked to go see taking back sunday cause i thought u would love to see them.
you are one of my best friends.
and i want you to say one for a long time
but if that is not what you want then i understand that
there may be other people that understand you better.
i love you more then life
and i would do anything for you
and i hope you know that
<3 alixandra paige