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Sep 21, 2005 22:06

So Everything is good. I've learned to only help a friend with certain issues's when asked. When I try to help someon i guess i kinda just want to help so much, that things get out of control. Idk I think I was trying to be such a good friend, by trying to help so badly. But i can't, and people have there own problems that they need to solve on their own. No one can help them but themselves. And i'm truely sorry.

Correct me and tell me i'm wrong, if it's wrong to try to help? I don't think that would make me a bad person at all. Or deserve to be called names. But people have the right to say whatever they want about anything they'd like. So to the person who left the Anonymous comment, you know what you wrote. Im allowed to write anything i'd please. Sometimes emotions take over before you do something you shouldn't. And the only thing anyone can do is try harder to not do it again. If you did care about her, why would you even try to insult her bestfriend.

I also love that fact, that lauren and I have never gotten into a fight in a whole year. The situation that happened between us, wasn't even a fight more of a disagreement. Its comforting to know the friendship we have isn't all jolly and great, like any other pair of friends it has its times.

* a deep thought** what happened between us, is just the first step. Maybe it's just my thoughts, but i'd like to think It shows that its the first building block of anymore situations we need to solve together in the long run. **

If you look at it, it wasnt a big deal at all but it was the first deal, making it huge in my mind.
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