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My birthday is coming up.
I can hardly contain my excitement. I'm dying for it to come. I need to see the check...because it still hasn't really sunk in yet. I'm trying to plan out how to spend it.
I want it to last me a year +, which if you know how much it is it is enough to last that long!
I've been having really strange dreams lately. They feel so...real. It's like my body is aware of how it would feel in the situation, and then my body actually feels like that. I had a dream that I got hurt, and my body ached. I had a dream I feel in love, [hah hannah and chell know what i'm talking about] and my heart was racing and i felt good. I've had a sad dream recently and I felt the sadness, on the verge of crying. Dreams are so mysterious. I wish that I understood their meaning. Is it to trick us, give us a taste of what we could have? Are they to help us choose what path to go down, or not go down?
I want so many answers to so many things...
but when i think about the answers I could recieve, sometimes I believe it may be better not knowing...
oh, and p.s.
simon baker is so hot. and his voice is so sexy.
:] hahahahahahaha. oh man. i watched him on ellen today. by the way, i really love ellen. she's so awesome and her show is the best. pushing daises comes on next wednesday and nights in rodanthe comes out friday. i kind of want to re read the book, but i don't know if i will or not.
I'm really bored with my life right now...
I can hardly contain my excitement. I'm dying for it to come. I need to see the check...because it still hasn't really sunk in yet. I'm trying to plan out how to spend it.
I want it to last me a year +, which if you know how much it is it is enough to last that long!
I've been having really strange dreams lately. They feel so...real. It's like my body is aware of how it would feel in the situation, and then my body actually feels like that. I had a dream that I got hurt, and my body ached. I had a dream I feel in love, [hah hannah and chell know what i'm talking about] and my heart was racing and i felt good. I've had a sad dream recently and I felt the sadness, on the verge of crying. Dreams are so mysterious. I wish that I understood their meaning. Is it to trick us, give us a taste of what we could have? Are they to help us choose what path to go down, or not go down?
I want so many answers to so many things...
but when i think about the answers I could recieve, sometimes I believe it may be better not knowing...
oh, and p.s.
simon baker is so hot. and his voice is so sexy.
:] hahahahahahaha. oh man. i watched him on ellen today. by the way, i really love ellen. she's so awesome and her show is the best. pushing daises comes on next wednesday and nights in rodanthe comes out friday. i kind of want to re read the book, but i don't know if i will or not.
I'm really bored with my life right now...