i was gone for a minute, now im back let me hit it ♥
okay so yeah this morning i woke up on time lol..
took chelsea home and then headed out to FCCJ for another glorious day of volleyball..
i was sooo sore whenever i started to move around! :( and plus i wasnt in a good mood
so that didnt help any! as i already told you me and andrew got in a HUGE fight
he told me im immature and everything about me annoys him..
i wanted to cry so bad but um i didnt so i was proud
he called me back and i was like yes? and he was like umm yeah?
and then we got into it again and he text me and was like i dont know why i care about you
you make it so hard for me to do and i wish you wouldnt
i dont know how youre ever going to make someone feel like you care about them
when you treat me the way you do
ummmmkay thats COMPLETE bullshit..but whatever..
i need to "learn how to accept that i do things wrong too and everythings not just his fault"..
and then i text him and was like im glad youre done with me..
and he goes atleast i finally made you happy!
right there i wanted to cry sooo hard because he makes me so happy most of the time
yeah theres times like these when we fight hardcore but then we get over it and were happy
and were not even dating so gosh help us if we ever start! doubt it tho.
oh and yeah today..i called him and he didnt answer..but he told me to call him so we could talk and shit..
yeah i wasnt surprised he didnt answer! its whatever tho..
if he wants to talk he can call me im done calling him and trying to work things out..
i told him a while back that we needed a "makeup" session in our cycle..
cause we fight, dont talk for like weeks, then start talking again..and the fighting starts again..
sooo im done trying to have that makeup session cause obviously its not gunna work..
or happen anytime soon! soo yeah..
but a n y w a y s on a better note ::
i came home after practice..laid down and didnt get up until like 2 hours later..
im so incredibly sore its a joke! i cant move without something hurting
and to think, i have 4 more days of this! haha..ill be praying for me..
but yeah im gunna go shower and prolly talk on the fone with rica before the night is over..
cause yeah i need to talk to that girl! i miss my BIG E!! ♥ ♥
but yeah
comment losers
you know you wanna! yall are slacking!! ♥
took chelsea home and then headed out to FCCJ for another glorious day of volleyball..
i was sooo sore whenever i started to move around! :( and plus i wasnt in a good mood
so that didnt help any! as i already told you me and andrew got in a HUGE fight
he told me im immature and everything about me annoys him..
i wanted to cry so bad but um i didnt so i was proud
he called me back and i was like yes? and he was like umm yeah?
and then we got into it again and he text me and was like i dont know why i care about you
you make it so hard for me to do and i wish you wouldnt
i dont know how youre ever going to make someone feel like you care about them
when you treat me the way you do
ummmmkay thats COMPLETE bullshit..but whatever..
i need to "learn how to accept that i do things wrong too and everythings not just his fault"..
and then i text him and was like im glad youre done with me..
and he goes atleast i finally made you happy!
right there i wanted to cry sooo hard because he makes me so happy most of the time
yeah theres times like these when we fight hardcore but then we get over it and were happy
and were not even dating so gosh help us if we ever start! doubt it tho.
oh and yeah today..i called him and he didnt answer..but he told me to call him so we could talk and shit..
yeah i wasnt surprised he didnt answer! its whatever tho..
if he wants to talk he can call me im done calling him and trying to work things out..
i told him a while back that we needed a "makeup" session in our cycle..
cause we fight, dont talk for like weeks, then start talking again..and the fighting starts again..
sooo im done trying to have that makeup session cause obviously its not gunna work..
or happen anytime soon! soo yeah..
but a n y w a y s on a better note ::
i came home after practice..laid down and didnt get up until like 2 hours later..
im so incredibly sore its a joke! i cant move without something hurting
and to think, i have 4 more days of this! haha..ill be praying for me..
but yeah im gunna go shower and prolly talk on the fone with rica before the night is over..
cause yeah i need to talk to that girl! i miss my BIG E!! ♥ ♥
but yeah
comment losers
you know you wanna! yall are slacking!! ♥