Jun 17, 2005 09:39
Well, here i am on this lovely day, just got home from class, actually in my real house this time, man its good to have the warmth of your own bed, your own fridge, having the liberty to do whatver in the world i fukin want. im not saying that at my girl house its different, i guess its more comfortable doing it at your own home. As i was driving on my way home, i was thinking to myself that i have chosen a path in life in which i am happy with, one that none of my friends are taking or have taken. For those who arent informed, i have been with my g/f now for almost 4 months, we are happy, even with her son, I am starting to really care and feel something more than the qtness that meets the eye, i see somethign else pass that, i see a whole world ahead of him, and i dont want it 2 go 2 waste, because of the simple fact that his real dad was a fukin loser and is the biggest piece of shit in the world for leaving them both abandond liek he did, well that not the subject of the matter. I am really happy with who i am and what i have accomplished, im really taking skool seriously, and doing well at it thanks to the help of my g/f and her friends for showing a side of me i had but was scared to show it. I was scared to show it because i was always have this problem that when ppl. get to know me for the first time they tend to be scared b/c of everything that i have done, and they have showed me that i have and intellectual side, a soft caring side, proper side, sit down and have a normal conversation side, i guess the small things do count and for that i thank them. When i first met my g/f's parents they asked me does it bother you that you are 19 and you have a g/f that has a child? and my reply was no, b/c i want that kid to have what i didnt have, i grew up basically without a father, just my moms and sis, and look how i came out, so if i can show Kris(the babies name), that he has someone he can talk to as a man to man,and knowing that im both his step-dad and a friend then that will be real nice, and that why i am here, and also the fact that i really really really like your daughter alot. I said the same thing to my parents and my dad said in these exact words,"Damn, it looks like you a grown man son." I am very dedicated in what i want to accomplish wioth my life and other things that may come with it. I know people havent seen me alot lately its b/c im always busy either skool, the baby, work, my g/f, and just things that im doing, and i apologize b/c i would love to see everyone again, you know have a blunt, couple beers have some fun play some video games, have some pizza with the bois all that good stuff. Well like all good things must come to an end, this is where i relax my head onto my pillow and relax and let the good times roll. Im out biotches.
Tone Capone
Be easy everybody....