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look at me. im sitting in my very own apartment on my dusty hardwood floor drinking a cup of coffee.
it's a very bazzarr feeling. this summer disappeared so quickly. and now i am here. minnapolis. pretty much all alone.
my best friend was gone for the majority of summer and now im gone.
footloose? that came and went so rapidly its seems like a review i read instead of actualy was part of.
there were some really great times of this summer however.
lollapolooza! thats something ill never forget. i was blown out of the water by that experiance. and bri lerose and rachel wentzel were definatly the best people to attend and event like that with.
god that was amazing.
and the wonderful directors we had for footloose. excellent people.
packing up the space at my aunt and uncles in itself was a fucking emotional activity. i have been ready to be on my own for so long. i was prepared to move out since my mother moved to new york and abandoned me. i could have done it then. without sheading a tear. it was a pianful life i had. everything changed however when i moved in with my aunt and uncle. it was so hard beccause i finally was in a situation where i wasnt concered about everyday. i was in a stable envinorment.
saying goodbye people was almost unbearable.
and now. im here. all i wanted to do was sit and stare. sit and think. sit and cry.
spectrum of emotions.
shit this is going to be a rough adventure.
i took a bike ride through campus last night.
life is so beautiful sometimes. or it is hell.
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Thought there was love in everything and everyone
You're so naive!
They always reach a sorry ending
They always get it in the end
Still it was worth it as I turned the pages solemnly, and then
With a winning smile, the poor boy
With naivety succeeds
At the final moment, I cried
I always cry at endings
it's a very bazzarr feeling. this summer disappeared so quickly. and now i am here. minnapolis. pretty much all alone.
my best friend was gone for the majority of summer and now im gone.
footloose? that came and went so rapidly its seems like a review i read instead of actualy was part of.
there were some really great times of this summer however.
lollapolooza! thats something ill never forget. i was blown out of the water by that experiance. and bri lerose and rachel wentzel were definatly the best people to attend and event like that with.
god that was amazing.
and the wonderful directors we had for footloose. excellent people.
packing up the space at my aunt and uncles in itself was a fucking emotional activity. i have been ready to be on my own for so long. i was prepared to move out since my mother moved to new york and abandoned me. i could have done it then. without sheading a tear. it was a pianful life i had. everything changed however when i moved in with my aunt and uncle. it was so hard beccause i finally was in a situation where i wasnt concered about everyday. i was in a stable envinorment.
saying goodbye people was almost unbearable.
and now. im here. all i wanted to do was sit and stare. sit and think. sit and cry.
spectrum of emotions.
shit this is going to be a rough adventure.
i took a bike ride through campus last night.
life is so beautiful sometimes. or it is hell.
--------------------------------------------
Thought there was love in everything and everyone
You're so naive!
They always reach a sorry ending
They always get it in the end
Still it was worth it as I turned the pages solemnly, and then
With a winning smile, the poor boy
With naivety succeeds
At the final moment, I cried
I always cry at endings