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I'm BACCKKK! SO I've been reading these entries for the past 40 minutes.. and I've only started to read August 6th. It's really draining, let me tell you. And reading all those entries have just made me sad- I feel like I just fell back into the person I was before i left.
That month and 10 days in Israel were just, incredible! I learned so much about myself during that one month on Chetz V'Keshet. I met so many truly amazing people. I can't believe I'm not going to see them until nexxt year.. and many I might never see again. I miss it so fucking much. I miss the bus rides, the singing, Rizi, the late nights sneaking from room to room, the endless laughing, the PEOPLE!, yossi, bella, pikna, mor, shachar, dozer, shir roni, shira, jake, zena, brian, moti, meir, ayla, ronit... and everyone else! there are so many!.. moti's ipod, i miss singing bulldog, and shaving cream and M"HA LEEEV. I miss the parties, the food, the sleepless nights, waking up at 2 in the morning for hikes, i miss getting hurt every like five seconds and going to the nurse. There are certain people that right now i just feel the need to hug them and hear their voices. Thank god Lital is here so I can talk and reminise and cry! and laugh! about all those memories. i love you "babe! girl!.. i need your digits right now!!"
and also, I really apologize for not sending those of you who i promised, postcards. Lital and I both do.. we literally did not- for that month, have a minute to ourselves. We were always surrounded with tons of people. I can think of times where I literally went crazy on our tour bus because I just felt like suffocated because i hadn't had a minute to myself. So, I am sorry
CVK 05' i love you!