ramblings by yours truly.
I miss my roomates. I've found myself thinking about every room mate i've ever had. Wondering how their doing and if their feeling comfortable at their new pad. I miss the flavor they brought me. A breath of fresh air, or a fresh bottle of sailor jerry. lol. They were really good times. The best times i've had in my life. Good memories to keep. I hope things will be fun again, lively again. I don't really wish it to be exactly the same, but... at the very least better than c-town.
I feel like i'm losing myelf in c-town, i can't explain it but the lonliness and discontent with myself that was around when i left is coming back to haunt me, and no matter how i try to shake it off, it won't leave me alone. The thing that makes it confusing is that it changes from one day to the next. I'll feel so on top of the world, rockin out paige style... then the next day its just who are ya kiddin? i don't know. i blame it on the god damn cold weather startin to kick in. It messes with my emotions.
i need to go out friday nights, i decided. Be that mysterious lonely girl at the bar. What kinda story does she got to tell?
oh by the way... im gettin 2 wisdom teeth yanked tomorrow.. droned on pills... my stash was runnin low anyways. lol
i play! i play!!!