i drank a cup of coffee overloaded with holiday creamer and sugar. in the same amount of time i finished my last unit of my straining novanet class. i haven't paid much attention to this. it's sad how this generation is going to be put in for the internet explosion; blogging, myspace, facebook. if that's what this era will be known for i guess ( Read more... )

i finished the entirety of my two online classes within 5 days, a five week course. (with the help of my friends) how about that. well, i excluded writing the papers only because i could afford it. i'm relieved and just glad it's over. i stayed up until noon for several days and would sleep until 5 in the afternoon and just stare at my computer for ( Read more... )

i'm exhausted. jessica and i took a 6 hour train ride from raleigh to d.c. at 11 a.m. but before we even set foot on the train, when we were outside waiting for the train as i was smoking a cigarette some bitch poked me and said "excuse me, your cigarette smoke is annoying me you need to put that out" and the way she said it. her fucking tone of ( Read more... )

josh just dropped me off. it's so fucking early and i'm exhausted, but not too exhausted to stare at my computer screen and type away. i love it when my eyes do this. when i stare in one area and then my vision goes out of focus and it's comfortable. i used to do that when i went to class, it was actually more comfortable than sleeping, and a lot ( Read more... )

i'm insecure

i can't stand being around just family any longer.

i love how much fashion progresses within a person the more they mature. it really is an awesome material of expression.

i refuse to give up!!

i hate being young sometimes. god damn

i do not want to be this bitter person. stop it