Happy 3rd Anniversary! ♥
I got very emotional in my Photo class.
See, yesterday, late at night, I realized that tomorrow would be Beast's third anniversary. I began feeling very reminiscent and loveydovey towards them (which I always am for them ♥__♥) and I felt very bad that I didn't remember until then! And then, my phone began to vibrate! And I realize that I set an alarm uhuhu. But that still didn't give me enough time to think of a fic to write, because I wanted to write a very celebratory beast fic <3 Because I miss my babies, and I miss my beast friends :) I started writing down fic ideas in my phone (which is a bad idea because I never finish fics on my phone. Ever. I get too lazy and when I look at them the next morning, I am horrified by what I've written haha).
I looked through my drafts, which I haven't done in a very, very long time and I see this doowoon fic I never finished. The one that I have about 2k done, and haven't tought of since... hmm, July o__e So, I'm going to finish that one.
That's what am promising myself right now :)
So, yes, emotional feelings during Photo class, my 6th period. My fall break ended, so I went to school today :( It was very rughaurh. Yes. I got to 6th period, and our teacher, as usual, wasn't doing anything special (she was explaining about our composition project, blah blah blah, whatever, I got it) and so I was on lj (because our school doesn't block it lol) and then I went to alwaysbeast.net...
and then I see this: Dongwoon's Post "3" and I started to tear up. Because it's such a sweet message and it relays so much and ugh they're in Japan (why can't I be in Japan right now rughruah) :(
And now... I just clicked on a link to xiuchen. Bad me :( TODAY'S ALL ABOUT BEAST.
I am done now. This is a rant.
This rant, to be quite honest, is much neater than the ones I send to simone so there :)
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Letter to my beautiful beast ♥
I know you'll never see this, probably at least. You probably wouldn't be able to translate it to Korean, or anything.
But I love you all :) I really do. I love you all so much, and you are all so amazing and talented.
Dongwoon; you're the first guy I ever noticed in Kpop. You are still one of the people that I notice the most. You're really beautiful, you know that? You're so sexy and sweet and adorable and hot, all at the same time, and I never thought I could see someone like that, not really anyway. I've only known you for two years, but you've affected my life a lot, you know that? For example, when my beast charm broke, when your charm broke, I cried. And later, when my 'new' one broke again, I cried again. Except- you're the only one left now. My phone charm is just you. I'm getting a new one for my birthday, but I think I am satisfied with just you for now.
Your voice was the first I ever noticed. I still love it so much. I love how it's so husky and beautiful, and how you sing so wonderfully. ♥
But honestly, it's not about that. Well, it kind of is, but. I just love you. I can't even describe anything anymore. You're not flawless, I know, but you are perfect in your own stupidl asjfjij way. see, i can't even type anymore. because of you. on my face is a lvoely frown for you: :(
Doojoon; you're my second favorite. It's honestly hard to find a favorite in beast, except for Dongwoon, but you're really up there, you know that? I've been noticing your voice a lot more, and I gotta say, you are amazing. Your voice is so amazing. It's much different from everyone elses' and I can't even explain why. You're so funny, too. Your laugh is fucking contagious, seriously- it's like, almost the most normal laugh, but it's not because I always end up laughing even though I may not know what's happening at the time. You are also ridiculously handsome, and your chemistry with all of the members is really, very amazing! You can honestly be pairing with everyone (wow, if you were to ever read this... I sound ridiculous myself, talking about ships when I'm supposedly talking to you) ♥
Yoseob; you're such a little angel. Honestly. Your voice is amazing, and you are so amazingly talented, I don't even understand. You try so hard, especially with your vocals, and I really admire you for that because it obvious pays off! An angel is really an apt metaphor, honestly. Your personality's so sweet and adorable and funny. I know I probably wouldn't be saying this if you were my bias, and if you were my bias, I would look much deeper like I did for dongwoon, but this is very true, okay. You're so caring. You love b2uties so much, and you care for us, and cheer your bandmates up and it just makes me smile a lot :)
Hyunseung; you suddenly became my third bias. I have no idea how, maybe it's because of your hair. But that's very ridiculous, I think, for loving because of just your hair. But no, I love you because you have a great personality. You're 4D and I don't feel weird for calling you that. Usually I've very skeptical about nicknames for idols, but it seems like for beast, I am very accepting because they all seem so true. To be honest, I thought you and your voice were slightly annoying. But after many months, I have conceded, and have admitted that I have a sweet spot for you and your rich voice. Because you (and Yoseob ;; but no you're not annoying either, not anymore) had such a high voice, compared to the others, I thought badly of you, and I feel very bad for that :( But if we're not speaking of your voice, you do have a great fashion sense. I love every single outfit on you :)
Kikwang; ah i feel sad that you've dropped down my bias list a little. But you are still up there. In fact, all of beast are up in my bias list, somewhere on there, in my general kpop list! But anyways... you're so sweet. I love you for your sweetness. You always have that smile on you, that gorgeously adorable eye smile, the one that makes you look so cute. And then you bring out those abs, and you have everyone fanning themselves because your abs are just that hot! I love that you're the face of beast. I know that doojoon laughed at that :) It was pretty funny, but it's pretty true, Dongwoon's got it right~ You represent beast because you have both faces, you are both cute and hot and sweet and badass and b-boy, even. Because, isn't that just the essence of Beast? :)
Junhyung; wow you're so talented. At first, I was very amazed at your... hair. Really, you've had good hair. I especially loved your Bad Girl era hair :) it's really... I don't know. It seems like you, kind of crazy, but not ugly, and... yeah, I don't know. It's still beautiful today lol~ Um anyways, back to the 'wow you're so talented thing.' You're, of course, an amazing rapper. I can't speak as fast as you, and even so when you do speak so fast, rap so well, it's so in rhythm and everything fits really neatly. And then, you started composing and just- wow. I had no idea that you composed Freeze until I read about it online, and that was much long after Fiction & Fact came out. Oh, and Dream Girl. That's my favorite song right now :) Why? Because of the lyrics (and the vocals of course). You almost made me doubt that it wasn't you, that you really didn't write the lyrics, that guys could ever, ever think like this. Think so romantically and beautifully. But you convinced me eventually, and I stopped crying because of the lyrics. That's talent right there ♥
I've only known you guys for about two years, but I hope to learn more about you and support you as you go on ♥ I really love you guys a lot and I hope you're even more successful in the future!
HAPPY THIRD ANNIVERSARY GUYS!! ♥
See, yesterday, late at night, I realized that tomorrow would be Beast's third anniversary. I began feeling very reminiscent and loveydovey towards them (which I always am for them ♥__♥) and I felt very bad that I didn't remember until then! And then, my phone began to vibrate! And I realize that I set an alarm uhuhu. But that still didn't give me enough time to think of a fic to write, because I wanted to write a very celebratory beast fic <3 Because I miss my babies, and I miss my beast friends :) I started writing down fic ideas in my phone (which is a bad idea because I never finish fics on my phone. Ever. I get too lazy and when I look at them the next morning, I am horrified by what I've written haha).
I looked through my drafts, which I haven't done in a very, very long time and I see this doowoon fic I never finished. The one that I have about 2k done, and haven't tought of since... hmm, July o__e So, I'm going to finish that one.
That's what am promising myself right now :)
So, yes, emotional feelings during Photo class, my 6th period. My fall break ended, so I went to school today :( It was very rughaurh. Yes. I got to 6th period, and our teacher, as usual, wasn't doing anything special (she was explaining about our composition project, blah blah blah, whatever, I got it) and so I was on lj (because our school doesn't block it lol) and then I went to alwaysbeast.net...
and then I see this: Dongwoon's Post "3" and I started to tear up. Because it's such a sweet message and it relays so much and ugh they're in Japan (why can't I be in Japan right now rughruah) :(
And now... I just clicked on a link to xiuchen. Bad me :( TODAY'S ALL ABOUT BEAST.
I am done now. This is a rant.
This rant, to be quite honest, is much neater than the ones I send to simone so there :)
-
Letter to my beautiful beast ♥
I know you'll never see this, probably at least. You probably wouldn't be able to translate it to Korean, or anything.
But I love you all :) I really do. I love you all so much, and you are all so amazing and talented.
Dongwoon; you're the first guy I ever noticed in Kpop. You are still one of the people that I notice the most. You're really beautiful, you know that? You're so sexy and sweet and adorable and hot, all at the same time, and I never thought I could see someone like that, not really anyway. I've only known you for two years, but you've affected my life a lot, you know that? For example, when my beast charm broke, when your charm broke, I cried. And later, when my 'new' one broke again, I cried again. Except- you're the only one left now. My phone charm is just you. I'm getting a new one for my birthday, but I think I am satisfied with just you for now.
Your voice was the first I ever noticed. I still love it so much. I love how it's so husky and beautiful, and how you sing so wonderfully. ♥
But honestly, it's not about that. Well, it kind of is, but. I just love you. I can't even describe anything anymore. You're not flawless, I know, but you are perfect in your own stupidl asjfjij way. see, i can't even type anymore. because of you. on my face is a lvoely frown for you: :(
Doojoon; you're my second favorite. It's honestly hard to find a favorite in beast, except for Dongwoon, but you're really up there, you know that? I've been noticing your voice a lot more, and I gotta say, you are amazing. Your voice is so amazing. It's much different from everyone elses' and I can't even explain why. You're so funny, too. Your laugh is fucking contagious, seriously- it's like, almost the most normal laugh, but it's not because I always end up laughing even though I may not know what's happening at the time. You are also ridiculously handsome, and your chemistry with all of the members is really, very amazing! You can honestly be pairing with everyone (wow, if you were to ever read this... I sound ridiculous myself, talking about ships when I'm supposedly talking to you) ♥
Yoseob; you're such a little angel. Honestly. Your voice is amazing, and you are so amazingly talented, I don't even understand. You try so hard, especially with your vocals, and I really admire you for that because it obvious pays off! An angel is really an apt metaphor, honestly. Your personality's so sweet and adorable and funny. I know I probably wouldn't be saying this if you were my bias, and if you were my bias, I would look much deeper like I did for dongwoon, but this is very true, okay. You're so caring. You love b2uties so much, and you care for us, and cheer your bandmates up and it just makes me smile a lot :)
Hyunseung; you suddenly became my third bias. I have no idea how, maybe it's because of your hair. But that's very ridiculous, I think, for loving because of just your hair. But no, I love you because you have a great personality. You're 4D and I don't feel weird for calling you that. Usually I've very skeptical about nicknames for idols, but it seems like for beast, I am very accepting because they all seem so true. To be honest, I thought you and your voice were slightly annoying. But after many months, I have conceded, and have admitted that I have a sweet spot for you and your rich voice. Because you (and Yoseob ;; but no you're not annoying either, not anymore) had such a high voice, compared to the others, I thought badly of you, and I feel very bad for that :( But if we're not speaking of your voice, you do have a great fashion sense. I love every single outfit on you :)
Kikwang; ah i feel sad that you've dropped down my bias list a little. But you are still up there. In fact, all of beast are up in my bias list, somewhere on there, in my general kpop list! But anyways... you're so sweet. I love you for your sweetness. You always have that smile on you, that gorgeously adorable eye smile, the one that makes you look so cute. And then you bring out those abs, and you have everyone fanning themselves because your abs are just that hot! I love that you're the face of beast. I know that doojoon laughed at that :) It was pretty funny, but it's pretty true, Dongwoon's got it right~ You represent beast because you have both faces, you are both cute and hot and sweet and badass and b-boy, even. Because, isn't that just the essence of Beast? :)
Junhyung; wow you're so talented. At first, I was very amazed at your... hair. Really, you've had good hair. I especially loved your Bad Girl era hair :) it's really... I don't know. It seems like you, kind of crazy, but not ugly, and... yeah, I don't know. It's still beautiful today lol~ Um anyways, back to the 'wow you're so talented thing.' You're, of course, an amazing rapper. I can't speak as fast as you, and even so when you do speak so fast, rap so well, it's so in rhythm and everything fits really neatly. And then, you started composing and just- wow. I had no idea that you composed Freeze until I read about it online, and that was much long after Fiction & Fact came out. Oh, and Dream Girl. That's my favorite song right now :) Why? Because of the lyrics (and the vocals of course). You almost made me doubt that it wasn't you, that you really didn't write the lyrics, that guys could ever, ever think like this. Think so romantically and beautifully. But you convinced me eventually, and I stopped crying because of the lyrics. That's talent right there ♥
I've only known you guys for about two years, but I hope to learn more about you and support you as you go on ♥ I really love you guys a lot and I hope you're even more successful in the future!
HAPPY THIRD ANNIVERSARY GUYS!! ♥