Losing Control [GTOP]
Title: Losing Control
Rating: PG-14 [for implied sex?]
Disclaimer: I own nothing~ Just the story
Paring: G-TOP; girl!G-Dragon
Summary: Ji's found out Seunghyun's secret.
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control
She didn't care anymore. He broke her to many times to count. So, this time, when another stranger moved to her, she didn't push him away. Instead, she chose to turn around and grind on him. She chose to do her sexiest dance. She chose to let go; let go of everything that could remind her of him; and lost control. Tonight, she wasn't Kwon Jiyoung. No, tonight she was someone she had long forgotten when she met him; she was G-Dragon.
And youre all ears, and im all eyes.
You take a leap and
Ill take off my disguise, my disguise.
Memories flashed through his mind as he kissed down her neck. Such horrible memories. But this girl under him had no idea; no idea he had another girl he went home to at night. These memories, they flood his thoughts. The were triggered by his present actions. This is how he met her... 'G-Dragon', as he first knew her by.
"Jiyoung.. Kwon Jiyoung.. That's my name." she whispered one night. It was the 3rd night they met.
"Choi Seunghyun.." he whispered back his name as he continued kissing down her neck.
That was the night they had taken off their disguises.
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
She sat in the bathroom, crying. No one ever came in here, so no one would see. She was struggling again, and he was nowhere to be found. Her hands are shaking. She wants it, no needs it. She needs more. Its been 7 months since her last time, she owed him for that. But this new stranger had taken her to a secret room. The smell was all to familiar to her, bringing back memories.
Body shaking, "One more.. Then I'm done!" She pleads, tears streaming down her hot cheeks. "Please, Seunghyun... I'll stop.. Just.... Please.. One more.."
"No." Was the only answer he gave her and flushed all her drugs.
She owed him her life.. So she ran, out of the bathroom, out of the club, down the road. She ran miles back to the place she once called home...
If you had class you'd throw down with me
Drown in your fake personality
Shattered glass and frames (Shattered glass and frames)
Snapshots of reality
Burnt pictures and memories
Your heart's cold and grey
This girl... She was no one to him.. He didn't even know her name. To her, he was 'TOP' and she was another faceless girl he would have sex with. But not tonight.. No..
"Don't leave." she whispered. It was the same words he heard Ji say once.. These only portrayed lust. Ji's had love to them, thats why he never left when she asked.
He remembers his heart once jumping at these words. He remembers how he never wanted to part from the tiny girl when she caressed his skin. It sent shivers down his spine.
He looked at this other girl on the motel bed. She was pretty, but not at the same time, and something he couldn't quite place.
"No.." he whispered, pushing himself from the bed. "You hearts cold and grey.." he left her. Running to his car, driving home, and all but pulled the door off its hinges to find a frail girl on the couch, make-up smeared, and crying. His heart jumped. She knew what he had been doing for so long... How?
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy.
One look put's the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what\'s going down.
Cover-up with make-up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you
She jumped at the sound of the door opening. There he was... The man she'd been crying over all the way home.
Her face was a bright shade of pink.. Her eyes had fear and sadness in them.
He stood there, taking her all in. She could usually hold in her feelings [she had learned so long ago.. before she met him] but not tonight. Seeing him there, staring at her, face incomprehensible.
His heart skipped a beat as her tears began falling again slowly. He made his way over to her. He had only seen her cry once more, when she revealed her past, when she finally broke down and told him everything. Why she did drugs, why she had become who she once was. This time, he was the reason for her tears, not some other sick bastard.. "Ji..."
He made his way next to her.. 'Ji..." She pulled him into a tight hug, burring her face into the small of his neck, like she did the 1st month, and she cried, hard, and told him all she felt.
"Please, Don't leave.." she whispered at the end of her story of how she was aching, dying, every time he came home late, with lipstick of another girl on his shirt collar. Those words... His heart jumped.
"Please... Don't leave.. Not again." She whispered again.
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A/N: Uh!! I'm sorry guys~!
Song List:
Jay Sean-Down
Breathe Carolina-Dressed up to Undress
Silverstein-My Heroin
Escape the Fate- Falling Down
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Face Down
Comments are wanted and loved!
Rating: PG-14 [for implied sex?]
Disclaimer: I own nothing~ Just the story
Paring: G-TOP; girl!G-Dragon
Summary: Ji's found out Seunghyun's secret.
You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control
She didn't care anymore. He broke her to many times to count. So, this time, when another stranger moved to her, she didn't push him away. Instead, she chose to turn around and grind on him. She chose to do her sexiest dance. She chose to let go; let go of everything that could remind her of him; and lost control. Tonight, she wasn't Kwon Jiyoung. No, tonight she was someone she had long forgotten when she met him; she was G-Dragon.
And youre all ears, and im all eyes.
You take a leap and
Ill take off my disguise, my disguise.
Memories flashed through his mind as he kissed down her neck. Such horrible memories. But this girl under him had no idea; no idea he had another girl he went home to at night. These memories, they flood his thoughts. The were triggered by his present actions. This is how he met her... 'G-Dragon', as he first knew her by.
"Jiyoung.. Kwon Jiyoung.. That's my name." she whispered one night. It was the 3rd night they met.
"Choi Seunghyun.." he whispered back his name as he continued kissing down her neck.
That was the night they had taken off their disguises.
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
She sat in the bathroom, crying. No one ever came in here, so no one would see. She was struggling again, and he was nowhere to be found. Her hands are shaking. She wants it, no needs it. She needs more. Its been 7 months since her last time, she owed him for that. But this new stranger had taken her to a secret room. The smell was all to familiar to her, bringing back memories.
Body shaking, "One more.. Then I'm done!" She pleads, tears streaming down her hot cheeks. "Please, Seunghyun... I'll stop.. Just.... Please.. One more.."
"No." Was the only answer he gave her and flushed all her drugs.
She owed him her life.. So she ran, out of the bathroom, out of the club, down the road. She ran miles back to the place she once called home...
If you had class you'd throw down with me
Drown in your fake personality
Shattered glass and frames (Shattered glass and frames)
Snapshots of reality
Burnt pictures and memories
Your heart's cold and grey
This girl... She was no one to him.. He didn't even know her name. To her, he was 'TOP' and she was another faceless girl he would have sex with. But not tonight.. No..
"Don't leave." she whispered. It was the same words he heard Ji say once.. These only portrayed lust. Ji's had love to them, thats why he never left when she asked.
He remembers his heart once jumping at these words. He remembers how he never wanted to part from the tiny girl when she caressed his skin. It sent shivers down his spine.
He looked at this other girl on the motel bed. She was pretty, but not at the same time, and something he couldn't quite place.
"No.." he whispered, pushing himself from the bed. "You hearts cold and grey.." he left her. Running to his car, driving home, and all but pulled the door off its hinges to find a frail girl on the couch, make-up smeared, and crying. His heart jumped. She knew what he had been doing for so long... How?
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy.
One look put's the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what\'s going down.
Cover-up with make-up in the mirror
Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you
She jumped at the sound of the door opening. There he was... The man she'd been crying over all the way home.
Her face was a bright shade of pink.. Her eyes had fear and sadness in them.
He stood there, taking her all in. She could usually hold in her feelings [she had learned so long ago.. before she met him] but not tonight. Seeing him there, staring at her, face incomprehensible.
His heart skipped a beat as her tears began falling again slowly. He made his way over to her. He had only seen her cry once more, when she revealed her past, when she finally broke down and told him everything. Why she did drugs, why she had become who she once was. This time, he was the reason for her tears, not some other sick bastard.. "Ji..."
He made his way next to her.. 'Ji..." She pulled him into a tight hug, burring her face into the small of his neck, like she did the 1st month, and she cried, hard, and told him all she felt.
"Please, Don't leave.." she whispered at the end of her story of how she was aching, dying, every time he came home late, with lipstick of another girl on his shirt collar. Those words... His heart jumped.
"Please... Don't leave.. Not again." She whispered again.
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A/N: Uh!! I'm sorry guys~!
Song List:
Jay Sean-Down
Breathe Carolina-Dressed up to Undress
Silverstein-My Heroin
Escape the Fate- Falling Down
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Face Down
Comments are wanted and loved!