does it mean anything?
wow...yesterday when we were taking gabby home, after we dropped her off, i was listening to the radio with my mom and this song came on...
When you’re so ashamed that you could die
God believes in you
And you can’t do right even though you try
God believes in you
Blessed are the ones who grieve
The ones who mourn, the ones who bleed
In sorrow you sow but in joy you reap
God believes in you
my mom looked at me and was like...whoa...see someone is there...it took alot not to start crying :\
so last night i couldnt sleep, and i got my CD player, and put tim mcgraw in, and the song "you get used to somebody" came on...then i had to cry...i tried not to guys, i really did. i tried to think of something happy. but it didnt work.
I guess you get used to somebody
Kind of like havin' them around
I guess you get used to the way they make you happy
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
I never dreamed when I was letting you go
That I would wake up and miss you this much
I guess you get used to somebody
I guess you get used to bein' loved
its funny how i loved those songs, until they fit me so perfectly. well the second one does anyway. :\ i thought by now id have let everything go, but i cant. i slept almost the whole day today so i wouldnt have to think. tomorrow though, is a different story. i have to around people. something i dont want to do. but, if you havent noticed, life makes you do lots of things you dont want to do. like going to school. or letting the closest thing you have go. :\