nothing that you <3 last forever

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and for the past five minutes or so I've been so bored at work that I went on photo bucket to look at some old pictures. i was dumb founded at the way i felt to reminisce on what we once had. making those memories is what i miss the most. and i'm trying my best to forget you, to erase you from my mind but somehow you find a way to come back and haunt me. i don't sit down and ponder on where we went wrong. i don't sit and think about you period cause i won't let myself. u effed up. maybe i have some part in it too, but you u effed up the most. i treasure every picture of us i have that i hide so well that when i stumble into them i'm surprise that i still have them. and i can't wait till the day i wake up breathing easier, and i can go without you sneaking into my mind. i wouldn't say i regret you cause i don't. i regret nothing. but i wish i could erase the pain, the lies, the dishonesty, the tears. and when i try and think back on how it felt to kiss your lips or touch your skin, i go completely blank... your touch is foreign to me as if i have never experienced  you. but these pictures tell a different story

. ...uugghhh from this day forward i'm bringing 10 million books to work.

I ALREADY FORGOT HOW I USE TO FEEL ABOUT YOU
...this means nothing just like you.