YOU SAID THINGS WERE IMPROVING
Right now I feel like shit. Sometimes I wish I could just get all my shit and move far, far away. Where I don't know anybody, and nobody knows me. Where I can just start a new life alone. Cause thats how I feel sometimes. I feel like nobody appreciates me in my house. I would probably be better off by myself. I work my ass off at school cause we have a test every fucken week and I only miss one question and what do I get, NOTHING. Not even a "good job, annie" I hate being the middle child. I have to go out of my way to be notice by my parents. I hate my life right now. I'm so depressed. Every fucken day I go to school, come home, do chores, do homework, go to work and get like 6 hours of sleep. While my siblings do shit. Thats bullshit I can't stand this anymore. And then I feel like I have to be a fucken bitch to my boyfriend in order for him to be nicer to me. Cause I feel when I'm nice to him, he acts like a dick. What the fuck is that? This world is so fucked up, I don't understand why anybody in their right mind would want to bring a child in this world.