no matter where i go, i come back [babbling]
Just so everyone knows, I won't be working at the coffee shop anymore. I don't think I can go back.
Yesterday afternoon, while I was on my break, it looks like someone went into the shop and tried to rob it...and Nicky was shot. She's been a friend of mine for the last few months, someone I enjoyed being around and now....now she's just gone. I wasn't there when it happened, I was gone.
[locked to those who know about abilities]
I could have saved her, I could have brought her back to life and yet I wasn't. There were cops around when I got back, we'd be exposed if I did. Or at least I would be exposed, the "miracle girl who can bring people back to life." But I didn't do it. So now she'll stay dead and I get to be alive, I get to keep going. You can shoot me as much as you want and it won't keep me down.
Two shots, two shots to her chest and she's just gone.
What's the point in being a fucking hero when you can't save people you care about?
I'm so mad right now.
I know what I want to do but I don't dare. Why do we have to play by the rules when others don't?
Yesterday afternoon, while I was on my break, it looks like someone went into the shop and tried to rob it...and Nicky was shot. She's been a friend of mine for the last few months, someone I enjoyed being around and now....now she's just gone. I wasn't there when it happened, I was gone.
[locked to those who know about abilities]
I could have saved her, I could have brought her back to life and yet I wasn't. There were cops around when I got back, we'd be exposed if I did. Or at least I would be exposed, the "miracle girl who can bring people back to life." But I didn't do it. So now she'll stay dead and I get to be alive, I get to keep going. You can shoot me as much as you want and it won't keep me down.
Two shots, two shots to her chest and she's just gone.
What's the point in being a fucking hero when you can't save people you care about?
I'm so mad right now.
I know what I want to do but I don't dare. Why do we have to play by the rules when others don't?