Apr 28, 2009 13:01
So I am completely and whole heartedly in LOVE with Boddray. I think this is the one. Really!
I cannot imagine a day without him. I just wish right now I could get a job. I know it would help out so much. He is totally stressed. And I know some of it is because of the money. But I am doing what I can. I know it is not much but right now it is the best I can. I think Boddray understands. Thats the worse part. He is so great and I am nothing. Nothing compared to him. He deserves the best and I am afraid he will realize this and never anna e with me again. That is why I feel as though I need to do everything for him in the mean time. Atleast until I get a job. Then when I get a job I will give him lots and lots of money. Probably more then half everytime. He deserves it. I love him and he has helped me out so many times
I just LOVE him forever.
I hope we get married.
That I know will be the best thing in the entire world.
I would be o happy to die next to him.
Boy Oh Boy I just realized how creepy that sounds.
whatever it is true though.