May 26, 2005 15:50
hey hows everyone doin out there i am listening to jimmy eat world, while tryin not to think about certain aspects of my my life for more than five minutes you know how it is you get fixed on something in your mind and it is pretty hard to stop thinkin about. well i have been playing tetris for a long time now and i have gotten rather good at it i am still debating what to do with my life if i should become a mechanic or a carpenter or a plumber or just go out and dig holes for a living who knows i might i have always been pretty good at diggin hole sounds tempting dont it im gonna be sixteen soon. that should be cool i wonder what i will do for my birthday probably something fun i dont even want to think about cake right now you dont know how much cake i have eatin in the past couple of days. there are some things i have been meaning to say i hatemy uncle most of you dont know how much i hate him he has changed me for the better he said he did atleast sure im stronger i dont know if im smarter if so he didnt let me know it i hate his fuckin gut this is the last time i am going to ever talk about him atleast i hope so he took me in he fed me i found friends i even found a girl friend i had it all it seemed like it i had ways to make money i had ways to have fun. when everything seemed like it couldnt get any better he decided to take it all away im not saying he didnt have his reasons but they were not good reasons with any logic behind them. now i am here and thats all i can say i am here i have some friends and family i will get by thats all i know if i can i will set everything right here soon enough so for now i will say good day everybody
sincerely as my uncle put it
dumbass