House/Chase fan mix! w00t!!

Nov 20, 2006 18:40

OK, so…maybe I make better fan mixes than I thought! LOL! I got a pretty positive response to Love Me or Hate Me? than I thought I would, and at least two people asked for a House/Chase fan mix…so here it is! (Also, if you want my first mix, it’s HERE, it’s called Acceptance.)

(graphics courtesy of the WONDERFUL lemmin_juice)






Thanks for coming to check out my fan mix! "Give and Take" is dedicated to immortalje and interpretthis, both of whom requested an H/C mix, and that is what they shall get!




Click HERE to download "Give and Take". Hope you enjoy it!

(And anyone who finds the POTC reference gets…a cookie! I’ll find a picture of a cookie and give it to you! Seriously…I will! LOL!)

We’re Not Gonna Take It~Twisted Sister

We'll fight the powers that be just
don't pick our destiny cuz-
You don’t know us, you don't belong

Oh you’re so condescending,
your gall is never ending,
we don’t want nothing- not a thing from you

I think this is a great way to start this out…House is, as a rule, very condescending, so I can totally see Chase snapping and saying “That’s it, I’m fed up with you, go fuck yourself!” And this song is perfect for that emotion.

It Ends Tonight~All American Rejects

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when your blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes

As the rather trite (to me, anyway) saying goes, “All good things must come to an end.” And even if House and Chase had the perfect relationship…it’d still have to end. And I can totally hear House saying “Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.” It’s sad, but still manages to be kinda…pissed off at the same time.

(I Can’t Get No) Satisfaction~The Rolling Stones

Cause you see I'm on losing streak
I can't get no, oh no no no
Hey hey hey, that's what I say
I can't get no, I can't get no
I can't get no satisfaction
No satisfaction, no satisfaction, no satisfaction

It’s a never-ending battle with these two…neither of them are ever totally happy, but they go through the motions like they are, knowing it doesn’t mean anything. Plus…you know, it’s House! He’s quoted the Stones at Cuddy, and she’s dished it back to him. This is the kind of song he’d probably start singing if he got assigned extra Clinic duty…or something. 

My Love~Justin Timberlake f/ Timbaland

OK, I know my song order could probably best be described as “ADD”, and if you wanted to be extreme about it…you’d probably label it “bipolar”. But this song…it’s so sweet, it’s gentle, it reminds me of that part of House we only get to see once in a great while, that he only brings out in front of the people he really cares about. Like here:

Because, I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Let me make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love

All right…I know it’s a little cutesy, but who doesn’t love H/C fluff?! I mean, seriously…LOL! And House doesn’t want anything over the top done for him…EVER…so it makes sense! (To me, anyway, XD)

Fidelity~Regina Spektor

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost, in the sounds.

I hear in my mind
All of these voices
I hear in my mind
All of these words
I hear in my mind
All of this music
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart

House has built a fortress around his heart, and the things he has in his life are his job, and his music. And he hears that in his head, along with all the ghosts of things he’s done wrong, and the voices of what could have been, and the regrets, though God knows he’d never say that out loud.

The One Thing I Have Left~Hawk Nelson

I know, I know…I used this song in my first mix, but I think it really applies well to this pairing. This is the chorus, just…look at the lyrics:

There's got to be a better way
They dissect everything we say to try to make us feel this way

And you can take the one thing I have left
I'd give it all away for so much less
Could even take the heart inside my chest
And you can take the one thing I have left
Beat me to the ground and take my breath
But you can't take who I am

This kinda relates back to the story I’m currently writing (no, this isn’t a plug, I do have a point. LOL!), House is holding his cane against Chase’s neck, he’s forced him to the ground, and he’s cutting off his supply of oxygen. And the best H/C fics I’ve read are when Chase is pretty much just being used and abused by House, and Chase ends up feeling cheapened. And then things work out…or they don’t. *shrug*

Pour Some Sugar On Me~Def Leppard

Step inside, walk this way, you and me babe, HEY HEY

Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on
Livin' like a lover with a radar phone
Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp
Demolition woman can i be your man?

Razzle 'n' a dazzle 'n' a flash a little light
Television lover, baby, go all night
Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet
Little miss innocent sugar me,

yeah
yeah

C'mon, take a bottle, shake it up
Break the bubble, break it up...

Pour some sugar on me
(Ooh, in the name of love)
Pour some sugar on me
(C'mon fire me up)
Pour your sugar on me
(Oh, I can't get enough)

I'm hot, sticky sweet
From my head to my feet, yeah

OK…I love this song! Mainly cuz it’s teh sex…and it’s vocal sex! “Television lover, baby, go all night”…that line makes me happy! It makes me think of every good H/C smut fic I’ve read recently…and there have been quite a lot! So…yeah for smut!

My Paper Heart

So bottle up old love
And throw it out to sea
Watch it away as you cry
A year has past
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things that make you run away
Catch you if I can

As I was reading these lyrics, I was forming a picture in my minds eye of Chase writing down every crappy feeling House had ever stirred up in him, putting it in a bottle, driving to the Jersey shore, and then pitching the bottle into the ocean. Just to give himself closure, if nothing else. And he has to constantly be on the alert for some careless thing he does or says to drive House further than ever away from him.

I Hate Myself For Loving You~Joan Jett (Chase)

I think of you every night and day
You took my heart and you took my pride away...

refrain:
I hate myself for loving you,
Can't break free from the things that you do.
I wanna walk but I run back to you
That’s why I hate myself for lovin you.

Daylight spent the night without you
But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do
I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through

Hey man bet you can treat me right
You just don't know what you was missin' last night
I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite

I love Spiteful!Chase, and when I can find him, this is the song I think of. When he feels, cheap, used, not worth anything except to be used by House and then tossed aside. House doesn’t touch him, doesn’t look at him, then comes by and expects to be welcomed back into Chase’s bed like he never left. And then…we get Spiteful!Chase! Yay!

Misdirected Hostility~311 (House)

Now I'm not the type to act like I know
Putting on an angle. Putting on a show.
Speaking on nothing makes you a stunt.
I'll tell you right here yo' I don't front.
I cross the T's and skip the nonlegiments.
or else please,
I cannot handle all the negative vibe merchants.
Is that all you have in you per chance?
So much angst and pain it's so wack
You should take a top from the one Frank Black.
Play some Pachinko, play some Parcheesi.
Cause all the angst shit is just cheesy.

“I’ll tell you right here yo’ I don’t front.” That line is just such…classic House! However…he IS the type to act like he knows…well, everything, cuz that’s just him. But the title is just so perfect…he points his hostility at all the wrong people, and one of these days it’ll wind up costing him.

Behind Blue Eyes~The Who (House)

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you

No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool

If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

All right, I end up doing this at LEAST once every mix (putting all the lyrics in), it might as well be this one, seeing as how it pretty bloody perfectly describes House. “No one knows what it’s like, to be the bad man, to be the sad man, Behind blue eyes”
I mean, really…need I say more?

The Kill~30 Seconds To Mars (Chase)

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break...?

OK, so I did it twice…but I didn’t expect to find two quite perfect songs, and I couldn’t really pick sections!
I think that everyone pegs Cameron as the one most likely to be broken…but I disagree. I think that Chase could be broken just as easily, it’s just a matter of leverage.
“Look in my eyes, You’re killing me, killing me, All I wanted was you…”
Feel free to correct me if I’m wrong, but I think that all Chase has ever wanted was just…someone to save him.

Hope you enjoyed it…if you did, please leave a comment! If you didn’t leave a comment telling me what I could fix! And thanks for coming this far!

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