Apr 21, 2004 22:34
well ive decided to update at 10:34 becuase i apparantely have nothing better to do which just makes me think..hold on ill be back i have to go get a glass of water...ok im back and not thirsty..so back to my life ...today sucked beacuse it just did..liza and me had to take cheer pictures afterschool beacuse we are cheerleaders i guess and we had to wear our uniforms and go on the field and pose and stuff so i guess that was exciting. i think i really need a boyfriend..but thats not going to happen any time soon everybody else has a boyfriend and there soo happy..i guess that makes me a little jealous..the weeks are passing by way to fast for me. i cant do what i want and get things in order. I feel like im bieng neglected to many dilemmas that cant be solved as much as i try. I hate that ..when i cant do anything about it and all i have to do is wait..and wait.and that never does any good.this is not good..i wish things were better. the dance concert is next week and im so excited ...i want to go and do something that will entertain me..haaha montana and liza dancing on stage..thats pretty entertaining..i know something is wrong with me..but i cant exactly figure it out..
love..i think i need some of it
silvana