awaiting heartbreak
well me and brad are going back out again. 2nd time. lol. i dunno about this whole going back out with ex b/f thing but jenn told me some sweet things he said and he seems a lot different from the 1st time we went out. I like him a lot. 2day was a half day and i skipped my 4th per b/c jenn and brad came to pick me up. We came back to my house and chilled and waiting for amy to get out of school and picked her up. We all came back to my house again and then brad had to go to work so we dropped him off and me, amy, and jenn came to my house, once again, and layed out in the pool since we couldnt go swimming b/c theres massive amounts of killer chemicals in it. didnt want to die of some weird disease or have my hair turn green. brad said he was going to call after work but that has yet to happen. not going to call him. i hope he's serious about this relationship b/c im tired of these stupid 1 week bullshits. im in such a blah mood. nothing is going good. we were supposed to go to melbourne but i guess thats not going to happen. i wish it was b/c i want to get out of this town for a while. ugh. wahh wahh wahh lol i kno. sorry for the bitching anyone who reads this. i really hate it when my friends are hurt. i hate seein them in situations where i really cant help and i wish with all my heart that i could. i love u- u kno who u r, and ur welcome here as long as whenever you want.