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Title: Please Be Careful
Genre: ……what would it be for a rape story??
Rating: NC-17, R for disturbing content
Summary: Henry doesn’t realize the danger that comes with living in a foreign country with a group of strangers and many possible and horrific situations that come with it. He’s just too oblivious.
A/N: So I wrote this a really long time ago, back when I still had to learn how to control my emotions and keep them from seeping into the story. And so, now that I read it, it comes off as highly disappointing and not up to my standard. And I am much too lazy to redo this or even edit it, so yeah :p. I think the only reason I’m posting this is to spite my friends who told me I would die a painful death the minute I posted this, but at the same time I fear for my life D: And also: HOW COULD I DO THIS??!?!?! ITS MOCHI BALLS FOR HEAVENS SAKE!!!
HENRY LAU I SWEAR I LOVE YOU !!!!! AND THE SAME GOES FOR SIWON AND YUNHO!!!! >.<
Yunho came in to pick Henry up for their training session. He looked around for the boy and came across one of the trainees who directed him to one of the studios saying he was practicing violin with a teacher and he’d have to wait to take him.
It was fine with Yunho. In fact he loved listening to the boy play. It managed to calm anyone down.
He silently entered the studio, giving the instructor a curt nod as he did and settled himself near the door. Henry’s eyes were closed. He didn’t see Yunho enter.
The room was empty with the exception of Henry, the instructor and himself. Whatever the boy was playing today, it was beautiful. A soft sad melody floated through his veins, immediately calming him. He watched as Henry continued playing, a look of immense concentration, mixed with what looked like a high appreciation for what he did. It was the same look he would see on Yoochun’s face when he was in the middle of a composition. This boy was in his element and he wasn’t scared to show it.
And Yunho couldn’t help but notice that at this point that bubble aura of oblivious innocence seemed to grow with intensity.
It stirred something inside Yunho. Something that could be vaguely describe as carnal hunger. It was something that wanted to leap across the room and tear the boy apart, it wanted to crush that innocence which kept the boy in a safe happy untouchable place.
Crush it, burn it, rip it to a million pieces, be it whatever, all he wanted to do was completely destroy it.
He didn’t understand why he felt this way. He had nothing against the boy, no lust-like feelings, and no attraction of the other sort. He was a dongsaeng he wanted to keep safe from the world.
He recalled Eeeteuk’s words: “ Yunho-ah, this boy is…delicate. He makes me worry a lot. I know he can take care of himself and he doesn’t need a million people looking after him, but something inside me wants to protect him, because something tells me he’s going to go through some horrific experiences. Tell me you’ll take care of him?”, he had asked shooting him a look of utter desperation. After all he did have so many more people to look after. “Of course I will hyung.” And then he jokingly added, “ Wow so you get odd feelings huh? What are you, his mother?”, and Eeteuk replied with a smile, “Maybe.”
And yet, even after all that, something inside him wanted to….hurt him. So bad. Just to see what it was like to cause something so pure and untouched so much pain.
He wanted to break him, so he’d never want to trust another soul.
And soon after Henry finished playing. The silence that fell upon their ears was deafening. “Excellent, you just get better by the day.” Remarked the instructor.” I don’t even think you need me to train you. But never the less I will be seeing you tomorrow.8 am sharp, be here.” And with that he left for another training session giving Yunho a nod of acknowledgement as he left.
That’s the first time Henry noticed him in the room. A bright smile immediately fell in place as he ran to Yunho.
“Omo! Hyung! I didn’t know you were here.” He looked so happy to see him. “Did you like the song, hyung?”
Yunho immediately snapped out of his reverie.” Yeah. It was great. Really amazing. Ready for practice then?” he said, putting an abrupt stop to their conversation.
Henry’s head bobbed furiously as he nodded yes. He turned and ran to quickly gather his bags and pack his violin.
Yunho held the door open for Henry as he walked out and literally skipped to the dance studio.
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Yunho was setting up the stereo for today’s dance session and Henry was stretching on the other side of the studio. Being inside this building the whole day for training always threw off ones sense of time, and so it shocked Yunho to see that it was already 6 in the evening.
“Hyung, are you coming for today’s party at the Suju dorm?” Henry suddenly asked, peering from between his spread apart legs, his butt in Yunho’s direction. He was still in the midst of stretching….and that was such a cute butt.
“Oh yeah, I think my other members have already gone over. I’ll be heading there right after were done training actually.” He replied.
“Oh ok, I still have singing practice to go to.” He said, hopping up and down on one leg while he held the other up.
“Well then lets get started so we’re both done early.” Said Yunho, cranking up the music, and pushing away all the bad thoughts he seemed to have festered.
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