this sucks
Well idk life is begining to suck i guess. I want out of this house so much and everything. I mean hell my mom and dad are moving more in likely next year and all so i mean i dont want to be driving 30 minutes back and forth just go to to school and work I mean thats a lot of flipping gas. I honestly dont want to be spending an arm and a leg for gas thats too much. I would have to quit either soccer or dance and honestly I would prolly pick soccer because I got screwed over this year i mean i get money for it but its only $500 its not that much.
I hate being here I mean I got threatend again i dont wnat to go through that again. I just hate it so much. I mean yes i have a roof over my head but when you get to the stage where i am and i really am not able to go and do anything it really sucks its like what time you coming home and i really havent been able to stay out really late. I want to be able to be on my own yes i know that i need the money and everything and im not making much right now because im not working as much. But im hopefully going to get more hours i have to talk to some people at work.
I just want out, i mean i know i have friends who feel the same as i do but i feel like here i have no support and everything and dusty has promised to get me out of this house cause he doesnt want me to go through any pain anymore and i mean i understand that so much. i mean it sucks enough that i mean my friendships have changed with some people but i just wish things would be better.....
Cassi
I hate being here I mean I got threatend again i dont wnat to go through that again. I just hate it so much. I mean yes i have a roof over my head but when you get to the stage where i am and i really am not able to go and do anything it really sucks its like what time you coming home and i really havent been able to stay out really late. I want to be able to be on my own yes i know that i need the money and everything and im not making much right now because im not working as much. But im hopefully going to get more hours i have to talk to some people at work.
I just want out, i mean i know i have friends who feel the same as i do but i feel like here i have no support and everything and dusty has promised to get me out of this house cause he doesnt want me to go through any pain anymore and i mean i understand that so much. i mean it sucks enough that i mean my friendships have changed with some people but i just wish things would be better.....
Cassi